rants

sigh.
i think i'm losing steam.

i dunno.
but it's like.
sian.
maybe it's just me.
something that i need to deal with.

but to be honest.
i don't like.
the way it is.
it's like things get taiji-ed around.
it's like there's the pressure to get things done.
but there isn't the support to help push things forward.
it's like you have a team.
yet not quite exactly a team.

oh well. maybe i just have got to stop complaining.
that's all.
but honestly, it's easier said than done.

God, help me.
i need your joy to be my strength.

song in my heart

i realised that it's been ages since i last blogged.
hehe. i've been getting lazy to update with the load at work.
sometimes i just feel that i have enough of facing the computer of 8 working hours each day that my eyes are just too tired to bare with more when i'm back home.
hehe. so the conclusion is. i've been getting out-of-touch with msn, with blogger, sometimes with facebook too (the only thing that i do is probably accept friend requests, post some photos if any, etc).

anyway. i just felt that posting a blog today.
because when i was back home this afternoon.
i was tired from the lack of rest and from the hot afternoon.
but i was so encouraged.
somehow i heard voices which i believe came from the church nearby.
from distant, i can hear voices singing songs of worship to God.
the 2 songs i heard - I Worship You, Almighty God and Through It All.
to me, it brought much joy and gladness because.
for once i really felt i understand what it is like when we sing
from the mountains to the valley
hear our praises rise to You
from the heavens to the nations
let our singing fill the air

how wonderful. i thought.
how beautiful.
i love music.
i love singing.
i thank God for my voice.
i'm glad i still have it.

Lord, may my mouth be one that offers such wonderful praises to You.
simply because You are deserving.
let there always be a song in my heart.
just for You alone.

song in my heart - i adore