haha. definitely not the unlucky day. rather ok ok day for me.
woke up at 12 noon today when i am supposed to get out of my house at that time for work. lol. slept too much. in the end. got up washed up bathe and settle everything in 15 mins. haha. ok. i can be really fast if i want to i realised. after that went off to work without lunch and breakfast. i am mad la. i am.
work as usual. but today didnt really made mistakes. although i am bored. and at some point i was dying of boredom. work is nothing but the same old things. today better. not really bothering. dont want to complain that much too. might just help make things better. being grouchy most probably wont make me feel any better.
nothing much today. more things for tmr. going to collect flowers for mummy. then going to catch movie. then tutor. haha. seems eventful and i am glad to have things to do.
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Saturday, February 12, 2005
trash
sigh. worked today. 8 whole hours. feeling really trashy again. really. hate working there. hate working with my mum. i cant stand it when i keep getting nagged at. somehow. it seems as if everything i do is wrong. controlled. irritated. working there really sucked. if only i had vowed nvr ever to go back there again. it's really really outrageous. the pay is lousy. the management is crappy. my mum is naggy. the hours are crazy. whatever la. everything is lousy. somewhere else might just be way better. sickening. now even have to listen to her crap about me being at fault for snapping at her. whatever la. not going to stand this anymore. really dont see a point in trying to just follow her although i may not think that it makes sense. really dont see a point to show her respect although she doesnt even show me any. dont see a point in tolerating her crap and getting myself feel so lousy all day. whatever la. not going to care. too bad if she now gets a cold shoulder. too bad if she have me snapping at her all the time. i totally cant be bothered. i sound rebellious. but really. i dont care. i rather she dont talk to me then she open her mouth just to nag at me for small little things. meeting irritating customers simply dont help to make my day any better. stupid people who are greedy for simply any kind of offers. unreasonable ones to. one pointed finger and made what a stupid commented that made me totally so pissed. jerk. mind you. i am well-educated. not some cheater out to get your dirty money. you think i really care if you buy things from the stall or what? what i care if my pay. stupid. if i wasnt working i'll most prob scream in her face. stupid AUNTY. go back and watch tv and gossip la.
deprived of weekend celebrations. sec 4 and jc class both had outing today. missed both. worked and only to get nagged at. if only. want to watch movies. haha. constantine. (seems totally cool. ) seoul raiders. (tony leung! haha. not that crazy over him. but tokyo raiders was kind of interesting and this should too. ) howl's moving castle. (from creator of spirited away. sounds really really fun!) need all the fun i can get. shall find time and people to watch them with me! really way too bad if i miss out everything just because of work. it should be a break for me. so i should really really try enjoy myself while i can. i feel like i am working so much for almost nothing. although i already spent a lot on my digicam. but i seem to be paying it back fast. sigh. maybe i should just work and work and get the money. dont know. dont want to just do that. feel like quitting already. have enough. sigh. major bad mood. i am irritated. might just end up snapping at anyone else too. argh. mad. bad. sad.
deprived of weekend celebrations. sec 4 and jc class both had outing today. missed both. worked and only to get nagged at. if only. want to watch movies. haha. constantine. (seems totally cool. ) seoul raiders. (tony leung! haha. not that crazy over him. but tokyo raiders was kind of interesting and this should too. ) howl's moving castle. (from creator of spirited away. sounds really really fun!) need all the fun i can get. shall find time and people to watch them with me! really way too bad if i miss out everything just because of work. it should be a break for me. so i should really really try enjoy myself while i can. i feel like i am working so much for almost nothing. although i already spent a lot on my digicam. but i seem to be paying it back fast. sigh. maybe i should just work and work and get the money. dont know. dont want to just do that. feel like quitting already. have enough. sigh. major bad mood. i am irritated. might just end up snapping at anyone else too. argh. mad. bad. sad.
Friday, February 11, 2005
third day of chinese new year
no celebrations for day 3. getting back into place with work and tutoring starting from today.
went jogging alone early in the morning today. ps couldnt make it cos of sthg. so i went on myself. didnt really wanted to drag myself out of my bed when ying woke me up today. sigh. have been sleeping till so late the past few days. difficult to wake up and cut on the sleep. in the end still manage to get myself up after pyschoing myself with the fact that i ate too much the past few days during the chinese new year celebrations. looks like my exercise plan is getting into place. greater discipline. hopefully everything gets on fine and i can continue as such for some time. at least till i shed some weight. haha. really. want to be a little healthier. expecting more and better results out of this big plan of mine. haha. kind of stupid. but it'll stay for as long as i stay determined about it.
gonna have to return my library books today and i have yet to read most of them. will return them before i go work today. argh. now i have to make another trip to try and get the books to read again. will need one for my application for scholarship if i am bent on getting one. eeeks. sigh. hate to do reading but well i dont really have a choice. maybe will try and find one at the library when i go return. will need to go earlier then. so that i wont be late for work.
might get ang bao today for starting of work. well. some incentives please. i am starting work today with 10 hours at that place and i really wonder how i can survive. pray hard.
also, results are coming out soon for ying. which means soon mine will too. hope everything goes fine.
ok. everything i am writing is in a mess. sigh. thoughts running wildly. so many things going in my mind and i am not really making an effort to organise them when i blog. this is bad. that is if i am doing my essay. haha. my teacher will most prob kill me. talking about school. really miss going to school. it beats stoning at home and having to work long hours. school can be brain-draining but at least we sit in class and talk crap during the breaks. now when i work. i stand for as long as i work and stone during breaks. it's so different. studying is easier maybe. fine. i am a mugger. haha.
went jogging alone early in the morning today. ps couldnt make it cos of sthg. so i went on myself. didnt really wanted to drag myself out of my bed when ying woke me up today. sigh. have been sleeping till so late the past few days. difficult to wake up and cut on the sleep. in the end still manage to get myself up after pyschoing myself with the fact that i ate too much the past few days during the chinese new year celebrations. looks like my exercise plan is getting into place. greater discipline. hopefully everything gets on fine and i can continue as such for some time. at least till i shed some weight. haha. really. want to be a little healthier. expecting more and better results out of this big plan of mine. haha. kind of stupid. but it'll stay for as long as i stay determined about it.
gonna have to return my library books today and i have yet to read most of them. will return them before i go work today. argh. now i have to make another trip to try and get the books to read again. will need one for my application for scholarship if i am bent on getting one. eeeks. sigh. hate to do reading but well i dont really have a choice. maybe will try and find one at the library when i go return. will need to go earlier then. so that i wont be late for work.
might get ang bao today for starting of work. well. some incentives please. i am starting work today with 10 hours at that place and i really wonder how i can survive. pray hard.
also, results are coming out soon for ying. which means soon mine will too. hope everything goes fine.
ok. everything i am writing is in a mess. sigh. thoughts running wildly. so many things going in my mind and i am not really making an effort to organise them when i blog. this is bad. that is if i am doing my essay. haha. my teacher will most prob kill me. talking about school. really miss going to school. it beats stoning at home and having to work long hours. school can be brain-draining but at least we sit in class and talk crap during the breaks. now when i work. i stand for as long as i work and stone during breaks. it's so different. studying is easier maybe. fine. i am a mugger. haha.
second day of chinese new year
started off by waking up the latest for today. lol. well i slept the lastest anyway. 4 am. was up playing sims 2 cos i couldnt think of anything to do and i dont really want to sleep that early. haha. weird logic. but i just did it. haha. woke up only when my aunt was here. haha. seems embarrassing cos i was greeting them with that sleepy look and i quickly went off to wash up a little first. haha.
lots of people came to our place today. kind of lively. which is good. i rather spend new year at home. went on skype and we all greeted sis online through that. was rather happy to talk to her. she sounded better also. that last few times she sounded so sad that it makes us feel sad a little too. mum made lots of nice nice nice food. we seldom really have the chance to eat what she cooks now that her working hours are so long. really really nice. love the hotdog in ketchup. abalone. chicken. prawn. "shark's fin". yummy. celebrations indicate an indulgence in good food. eeks. gaining weight. haha. who cares. enjoy. will do things to get rid of those excess later. haha. gu gu came. ah lan ah yi came. margaret auntie came. jinglong came. xiao yi came. really really lots of people. haha. mum was the busiest. having to chat with them and then prepare food early in the morning while i was still sleeping. we all enjoyed the treat. helped to clear up when the guest all left. washed the dishes like mad. so many. eeks. even mopped the floor. haha. so long since i really did some housework. haha. some form of exercise although not much.
after that messed around with the comp and planned some layouts for the blog.
went to ying ying's godmother's house after that. had fruit cake and butter cake for dinner. really yummy. haha. sweet tooth. really enjoy eating sweet delicacies. haha. ate and ate. haha. really nice to meet up after so long. havent really visited her for very long. 4 years according to my mother. new year really gives people chance to meet up maybe. it's good. really glad to see everyone happy and well.
that's all for day 2 of cny. tomorrow everything will be back to normal and i'll be working. back to the boring days. life goes on ever again. will be missing out on class gatherings for new year. but well. no choice. i'll be working.
lots of people came to our place today. kind of lively. which is good. i rather spend new year at home. went on skype and we all greeted sis online through that. was rather happy to talk to her. she sounded better also. that last few times she sounded so sad that it makes us feel sad a little too. mum made lots of nice nice nice food. we seldom really have the chance to eat what she cooks now that her working hours are so long. really really nice. love the hotdog in ketchup. abalone. chicken. prawn. "shark's fin". yummy. celebrations indicate an indulgence in good food. eeks. gaining weight. haha. who cares. enjoy. will do things to get rid of those excess later. haha. gu gu came. ah lan ah yi came. margaret auntie came. jinglong came. xiao yi came. really really lots of people. haha. mum was the busiest. having to chat with them and then prepare food early in the morning while i was still sleeping. we all enjoyed the treat. helped to clear up when the guest all left. washed the dishes like mad. so many. eeks. even mopped the floor. haha. so long since i really did some housework. haha. some form of exercise although not much.
after that messed around with the comp and planned some layouts for the blog.
went to ying ying's godmother's house after that. had fruit cake and butter cake for dinner. really yummy. haha. sweet tooth. really enjoy eating sweet delicacies. haha. ate and ate. haha. really nice to meet up after so long. havent really visited her for very long. 4 years according to my mother. new year really gives people chance to meet up maybe. it's good. really glad to see everyone happy and well.
that's all for day 2 of cny. tomorrow everything will be back to normal and i'll be working. back to the boring days. life goes on ever again. will be missing out on class gatherings for new year. but well. no choice. i'll be working.
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
first day of chinese new year
like any other chinese new year, i get to wake up late. slept all the way to 10 plus. and also like any other chinese new year, i went to my grandma's house on day 1. took 198. journey was quite long that i felt really sleepy. haha. by the time i really started to fall asleep it is almost reaching the place. sigh.
at first was kind of bored at my grandma's place. cos most of the cousins werent there yet. so it's rather quite. only the adults playing mahjong. so i went online. met sis online and chat a little. when more people came, they actually took turns to chat with her. i hope that made you feel better, sis. in the end was rather bored. just took the camera and started snapping at my cute little cousins. tong tong was the star of the day la. most of the pics and videos that i took include her. haha. rather ok. at first some of us tried doing some brain stimulating games. jie lian huan in chinese. haha. try to get those loops or small parts off this crazy mess. haha. in the end, some of us played cards and tried to gamble in small amount. didnt win much. on my part. a few cents of game. haha. i am not ambitious. i rather not lose much. so well. haha. dont expect to win much either. haha. well. trying to pass time. i need more luck than that to win more if i want to. haha. then later just walked around. see people play tv games. watch tv. watch them play mahjong. chat with them. blah. nothing much to do really. only ate. played. stoned. haha. gaining weight. new year is rather a spoiler to dieting plans. lol. well. after new year. haha. continue to then.
got home at 9 plus and well. time to rest. enough for day 1. nothing much. new year is just the same. except this time there is no sis. i guess it would indeed be more fun with you around sis. when bored. we have things to talk. so we wont end up really stoning and roaming around the crowded place. :)
at first was kind of bored at my grandma's place. cos most of the cousins werent there yet. so it's rather quite. only the adults playing mahjong. so i went online. met sis online and chat a little. when more people came, they actually took turns to chat with her. i hope that made you feel better, sis. in the end was rather bored. just took the camera and started snapping at my cute little cousins. tong tong was the star of the day la. most of the pics and videos that i took include her. haha. rather ok. at first some of us tried doing some brain stimulating games. jie lian huan in chinese. haha. try to get those loops or small parts off this crazy mess. haha. in the end, some of us played cards and tried to gamble in small amount. didnt win much. on my part. a few cents of game. haha. i am not ambitious. i rather not lose much. so well. haha. dont expect to win much either. haha. well. trying to pass time. i need more luck than that to win more if i want to. haha. then later just walked around. see people play tv games. watch tv. watch them play mahjong. chat with them. blah. nothing much to do really. only ate. played. stoned. haha. gaining weight. new year is rather a spoiler to dieting plans. lol. well. after new year. haha. continue to then.
got home at 9 plus and well. time to rest. enough for day 1. nothing much. new year is just the same. except this time there is no sis. i guess it would indeed be more fun with you around sis. when bored. we have things to talk. so we wont end up really stoning and roaming around the crowded place. :)
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
chinese new year eve
finally the day arrived.
started the day off with gunbound in the middle of the night all the way till 5 am. didnt sleep the whole night. haha. ended up getting scolded by my mum and nagged at by my sis who doesnt like to be nagged at. well. i have a family of control freaks so well. had a little argument with my sis. kind of typical. we always have something to quarrel about during new year's eve. they always say it's a clash in our zodiacs. but well. who knows. this time about me using the computer the whole night. sigh.
anyway. went jogging right after a night of computer games. felt accomplished. did 6 rounds without stopping. woohoo. haha. first time. was so proud of myself. happy. i achieved something. looks like i can increase the number of rounds soon. haha. after that walked 2 rounds to slowly cool down although one was enough. haha. while i was running. saw some taf club people from rv having to go for morning jogs before assembly. those people arent jogging. haha. strolling to be exact. if only they have imposed that last time. haha. i can go for those and get really more into shape. lol. ^^
after that got home took a shower and went to pray at a temple. paid respects to my grandmother and father. and then got home. tried to do a bit of reading but somehow cant really concentrate much considering the fact that i havent slept for around 20 hours or so. haha. thought i could survive with caffeine as some stimulating drug. haha. i'm sure. haha. but well. in the end still took a nap for 1.5 hours before i get ready for tuition.
straight after tuition went to mandai to pay respects to my father. and then headed off for my maternal grandmother's place for reunion dinner. so many cousins, relatives there. really into the festive mood. atmosphere was great. helped a little in getting ready for the dinner. chat with my cousins. sis called at around 8 plus. took turns to chat to her. first time there's chinese new year without her around. sigh. miss you lots sis. would really be nice to have you around. ate lots of nice stuff. i was practically gorging myself with the pineapple tarts. haha. i am mad. gonna gain weight after all the celebration. haha. was quite bored and went to 7-11 to get slurpee and ice-cream. went to the mac donald's at the cc nearby to get mc flurry and drinks. haha. then went back. played cards and then came back home to get things in place. haha. now watching tv. in about half an hour's time it's chinese new year.
happy chinese new year to all. enjoy this wonderful break. :)
started the day off with gunbound in the middle of the night all the way till 5 am. didnt sleep the whole night. haha. ended up getting scolded by my mum and nagged at by my sis who doesnt like to be nagged at. well. i have a family of control freaks so well. had a little argument with my sis. kind of typical. we always have something to quarrel about during new year's eve. they always say it's a clash in our zodiacs. but well. who knows. this time about me using the computer the whole night. sigh.
anyway. went jogging right after a night of computer games. felt accomplished. did 6 rounds without stopping. woohoo. haha. first time. was so proud of myself. happy. i achieved something. looks like i can increase the number of rounds soon. haha. after that walked 2 rounds to slowly cool down although one was enough. haha. while i was running. saw some taf club people from rv having to go for morning jogs before assembly. those people arent jogging. haha. strolling to be exact. if only they have imposed that last time. haha. i can go for those and get really more into shape. lol. ^^
after that got home took a shower and went to pray at a temple. paid respects to my grandmother and father. and then got home. tried to do a bit of reading but somehow cant really concentrate much considering the fact that i havent slept for around 20 hours or so. haha. thought i could survive with caffeine as some stimulating drug. haha. i'm sure. haha. but well. in the end still took a nap for 1.5 hours before i get ready for tuition.
straight after tuition went to mandai to pay respects to my father. and then headed off for my maternal grandmother's place for reunion dinner. so many cousins, relatives there. really into the festive mood. atmosphere was great. helped a little in getting ready for the dinner. chat with my cousins. sis called at around 8 plus. took turns to chat to her. first time there's chinese new year without her around. sigh. miss you lots sis. would really be nice to have you around. ate lots of nice stuff. i was practically gorging myself with the pineapple tarts. haha. i am mad. gonna gain weight after all the celebration. haha. was quite bored and went to 7-11 to get slurpee and ice-cream. went to the mac donald's at the cc nearby to get mc flurry and drinks. haha. then went back. played cards and then came back home to get things in place. haha. now watching tv. in about half an hour's time it's chinese new year.
happy chinese new year to all. enjoy this wonderful break. :)
Monday, February 07, 2005
monday
2 days to chinese new year.
today started off as usual. i woke up really late cos i stayed up till 4 am last night meddling with my class blog. haha. woke up and went to order flowers for v day. hope i really fulfil my sis's command to help her give my mum this wonderful surprise on the day itself. i really hope it can cheer her up. sis's parcel have yet to reach though. i wonder why. sis. if you read this. please note it's just 2 days to 2 weeks since i have sent the parcel to you. so please make sure you get it around this time. the new year card should have reached. and also. i just sent out the file punch to you today. anticipate it. i sincerely hope things dont go wrong. haha.
after that went to tutor. just before tuition, i received sms from linda to ask if i would like to join them to go look around at chinatown. haha. of course i agreed. and cos of that i cancelled the jogging idea. seems like i am more than happy to do that. haha. gonna try make myself wake up tomorrow morning to get the jogging done. have to really be strict with myself this time.
during tuition, zc commented that i keep wearing that same white shirt. yes. i keep doing that. haha. i have a limited wardrobe. he cant seem to understand. haha. i am not rich and i dont really splurge on clothes or whatever. haha. wait for cny. i'll have 3 new t-shirts to add to my wardrobe. hmm. hope that can keep him quiet for long enough. he always have comments. haha. will get used to it soon. but anyway. i just need to keep with his comments for less than 5 months. who cares. haha.
went chinatown after that. chinatown as usual is crowded. the atmosphere was there. everything seems nice. i'm usually not that excited about new year. so it seems perfectly normal that i sound a little indifferent. haha. it's just well interesting to go looking around. haha. took some pictures of the lightings. really splendid. really nice and well i must say it really suits the festive mood although it's really red. red red red everywhere. haha. it's auspicious so let it be. haha. it looks nice also. so i dont really mind. haha. will post those pictures up on my photos when i got the time. so my sis and friends can take a look.
nothing much for today. just went on as yet another day. i am a boring person and i am bored of it. haha. but well. time pass. i rather go to school now.
today started off as usual. i woke up really late cos i stayed up till 4 am last night meddling with my class blog. haha. woke up and went to order flowers for v day. hope i really fulfil my sis's command to help her give my mum this wonderful surprise on the day itself. i really hope it can cheer her up. sis's parcel have yet to reach though. i wonder why. sis. if you read this. please note it's just 2 days to 2 weeks since i have sent the parcel to you. so please make sure you get it around this time. the new year card should have reached. and also. i just sent out the file punch to you today. anticipate it. i sincerely hope things dont go wrong. haha.
after that went to tutor. just before tuition, i received sms from linda to ask if i would like to join them to go look around at chinatown. haha. of course i agreed. and cos of that i cancelled the jogging idea. seems like i am more than happy to do that. haha. gonna try make myself wake up tomorrow morning to get the jogging done. have to really be strict with myself this time.
during tuition, zc commented that i keep wearing that same white shirt. yes. i keep doing that. haha. i have a limited wardrobe. he cant seem to understand. haha. i am not rich and i dont really splurge on clothes or whatever. haha. wait for cny. i'll have 3 new t-shirts to add to my wardrobe. hmm. hope that can keep him quiet for long enough. he always have comments. haha. will get used to it soon. but anyway. i just need to keep with his comments for less than 5 months. who cares. haha.
went chinatown after that. chinatown as usual is crowded. the atmosphere was there. everything seems nice. i'm usually not that excited about new year. so it seems perfectly normal that i sound a little indifferent. haha. it's just well interesting to go looking around. haha. took some pictures of the lightings. really splendid. really nice and well i must say it really suits the festive mood although it's really red. red red red everywhere. haha. it's auspicious so let it be. haha. it looks nice also. so i dont really mind. haha. will post those pictures up on my photos when i got the time. so my sis and friends can take a look.
nothing much for today. just went on as yet another day. i am a boring person and i am bored of it. haha. but well. time pass. i rather go to school now.
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