Sunday, June 12, 2005

boring day.

sigh.
friday saturday never blog only.
now ps asks me to update.
so i shall.

went to a church camp for the past few days.
so people see very little of me.
basically. i am very tired.
friday. played games there and got home very late.
still i managed to keep myself up to catch a few eps of naruto.

saturday morn.
went for abt classes with my sis.
lessons are fun though i cant really catch up most of the time.
sigh.
not born with those aerobics talent.
but well. it's nice workout.
now my muscles are kind of aching.
but it isnt as bad as 2 weeks ago when it was the first lesson.
so hopefully this shows i am fitter?!
haha.
tutored also after getting back.
my cute little student gave me a bracelet as a bday gift.
how sweet. she picked it herself.
interesting little girl.
the little pleasures of being a teacher to someone.
sometimes getting frustrated when she cant do questions, yet smile at the little things she do.
after that got down to go back to church camp.
so was kind of worn out.
but well. during the camp got to experience staying in ntu hostel.
so that's good too.
i can now start planning how i want to design my hostel room!

just got back.
now very tired.
but. die die also want to watch naruto.
haha. yeap.
so i am back from a rather slow moving weekend.
hoping for a good week ahead. :)

Thursday, June 09, 2005

happy 19th birthday

yes. happy 19th birthday to myself.
how sad is this. pathetic.
haha.
but yea today is a great day.

slept at 7 am in the morning.
woke up at 10 am.
so effectively i didnt waste a lot of time of today on sleep.
haha.
3 hours of sleep to last me through this day.

started off today with tuition.
rather ok.
after that travelled down to orchard from ang mo kio to meet sis.
walked around. took neoprint.
before having dinner with sis and don at nydc.

yeaps. got a fantastic treat.
had hawaiian oven-baked pasta for main course.
had cookie monster mudpie for dessert number 1.
had nydc celebration sundae for desser number 2.
lol. ultra sinful treat.
and yea. at dinner. sis accidentally spilled water.
and who's the lucky girl?
who else but me. haha. end up the whole cup of water just splashed on me.
lol. lucky it's just plain water.
my first reaction was to scream.
and giving how loud i am. the people around turned to see what hap.
ha, cool. how great....
then the waiter came running with a stack of tissue. hilarious.

after that was thinking of going kbox. but end up nvr go.
thought of playing arcade.
but see cineleisure's arcade. nothing much.
so end up nvr play.
walked around.
then end up going coffee bean for a drink.

slacked around. then went back home.

thanks to those who sms-ed and wished me happy birthday.
thanks to those who gave me presents. really appreciate them.
thanks for those who simply sent me bday wishes in one way or another.
sigh. now older le.

a brand new beginning maybe?

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

18

last day.
last day as an eighteen year old.
argh.
growing older.
sigh.
dumb.

older = wiser?
then tmr i will be smarter!
cool. maybe i should do an iq test today.
and another tomorrow.
an increase maybe?

finally got down to school to collect my cert.
yes! finally got hold of sthg solid.
the cert.
haha. proof that i have graduated.
the a level exam.
what a nightmare.
well. also got the yearbook.
those were the days.
sigh. gone.
argh.
school was fun.
old campus. run-down yet full of memories.
jc days. stressful yet fulfilling.
lessons. dull yet enriching.

tutored. my student was so nice.
actually got me a present!
how thoughtful.
being a teacher does really gives much satisfaction.
:)

well.
nothing much anymore.
boring days.
hope they come to an end by tmr.

a new beginning maybe.
let's just say.
i wish for a lot of things.
hopefully, they come true.
then i'll be happier.

can i relive the me again?
let's start 18 again, dont move on?
possible? sadly, no.

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

mad a gas car

put that together and what do you get?
madagascar!
haha.
went to watch the movie with ps today.
cool. very funny.
i like it very much. hmm. the child in me huh?
maybe.
anyway. it's a really cute movie.
dreamworks have nice animation. really funny and yea.
pure entertainment that's really fun.
the music.
really makes you feel like dancing.
i like to move it.
come dance dance.
i was going crazy over the song and kept singing it after the movie.
that irritated ps a bit i guess.
haha.

after that shopped around orchard.
spent some time at beads etc cos ps wanted to get sthg to make bracelets.
after that went taka.
got myself a pair of track pants that's suitable for the aerobics class.
sigh spent money again.
after that bought 2 polo tee from giordano since i have been looking for a collared tee.
and yea. so i spent money again.
argh.
haha.

now i am so in love with that new nike bag.
orange.
damn cool.
looks really really nice.
haha. my next aim.
shall wait till next week and shop for it.
hope my money can last.
hehe.
also wanting to get gigi leung's latest cd cos it's like a compilation of her songs.
nice.
sigh.
too much wants that cant be satisfied.
scarcity.
haha. so long since i touched econs.
eeee.
ok. have so many things to aim for.
hmmm.

a rather simple day.
but yea. enjoyed myself.
now back at home to enjoy more eps of naruto. :)

Sunday, June 05, 2005

party weekend

yeap. had a weekend out at the chalet.
aranda country club.
gosh. really nice and big place.
the suite was totally awesome.
haha.
gonna load pics up soon.
have got a rather large collection of them.

checked in rather late for day 1.
5 plus when it's supposedly 2 pm.
cos the auntie that booked the place for us was busy and can only fetch us to the place late.
after that didnt go for dinner.
stayed at the place with ying while sis and aunt went off for dinner.
then slacked around.
snacked. bleh. the whole weekend is spent snacking. gosh.

fri night
got coffee craving.
so went to downtown east cheers to get those bottled starbucks coffee.
sigh. crazy over coffee already.
argh argh.
then went to get fries from macs and popcorn chicken from kfc back to share with the rest of the people.
for fri night.
totally didnt sleep.
omg. i am crazy.
was the only one that stayed up.
spent my time drinking chilled milo, munching on potato chips. bleh.
then watched anime on laptop.
haha. catch up on full metal alchemist ep 1 to 4. naruto 1 to 10.
haha. cool. but they are all so old eps.
then really totally rot my time away alone. how stupid is that.

sat morn
the rest woke up late. damn until like 11.
how stupid was that i totally spent 8 hours alone stoning, watching anime while they slept.
sigh. they wake up say want to go swim.
but they all went and i cant.
how stupid.
gosh how silly that felt la. going to a chalet and feeling like i am alone.
argh.
cos had to go tutoring and will leave the chalet at 12 plus.
i dont even have enough time to go swim with them by the time it was 11.
argh. how damn sad.
then the only amount of sleep i got was dozing off on the train.
in my dreamy condition, i met some silly people that sat down beside me.
first was a lady. that dont know for what reason seems to have to take up more than 1 seat and keeps pushing me to one side of my seat. argh.
then each time she opens her handbag. she'll nudge me unknowingly and then i wake up from my sleep and think to myself. what hap?
next was a little child. that like any other child kneels on the mrt seat.
that active child will then kick me without himself knowing when he moves.
sigh. so i will keep waking up, dozing off, waking up, dozing off.
argh.
45 minutes train journey.
then got home.
tutored.
very tired.
haha. then mum's friend drove us and the relatives to the chalet.
they were like asking me what road, which expressway to take to get to the chalet.
and i was stumped.
for a moment, i was even more convinced that i shouldnt waste the money to learn driving.
my knowledge of the roads of singapore is super low.
most probably will end up a road hazard or some disaster.
all the more i convince myself that i must strive to earn lots of money and hire a chauffeur instead.
haha.

sat evening
party starts.
a lot of sis's friends. the chalet was so packed.
ps was very nice to keep walking around with me. to downtown east to get this get that.
made 3 trips to cheers that night and had 3 encounters with people i classify as jerks or at least un-nice people.
first was when i decided to get ice cream from macs after buying stuff from cheers.
met this guy that was also queueing. the direction of the queue wasnt exactly clear so i just decided that i should stand at one side behind the 2nd person in the queue.
then this man came along. stood on another bhind the same 2nd person in the queue.
and he totally showed no intention to move to queue behind me when i got there before him.
i was so damn pissed that i almost wanted to shout at him and say "uncle! you are supposed to be queueing behind me!" sigh.
but well. end up letting him buy first and i was so damn crapped.
seond was when i went cheers to buy ice.
then i was queueing with 2 packets of ice in the basket.
then this guy came and just right in my face jumped queue. and gave that stupid look on the face.
wah. gosh. when i am freaking pissed. i feel like whacking people. and he really got that kind of "hit me" look on the face.
omg. gosh. pissed pissed. how can such a guy even exist. i totally wanted to tell him it was how ungentlemanly and the thing is i was buying ice.
hello?!? ice can melt if he doesnt know. argh.
third was when i went to buy ice at cheers again.
then the first time went to buy 2 packets the salesperson gave us a big plastic carrier bag which was so big that when i carry by the handle, the 2 bags of ice can appear to be dragged around.
hello. i am not some tall freak. so i learnt the lesson and decided to get the person to pack into 2 separate smaller carrier bags instead.
dont know for what reason, that salesperson was so pissed when that i asked her to do that.
end up. she slammed the bags down after packing it into the plastic bag. i was like "what the hell".
asking for one more plastic bag may not be environmentally friendly. but there is no need for such kind of lousy attitude. omg.
rubbish man.
then after that ate dinner.
buffet was good. my first proper meal of the day.
snacked too much before that.
haha.
then had to like help to get drinks for people. argh. like maid like that.
seriously hate events like this.
no doubt all the fun.
but there's also all the crap.
went to collect ice cream cake for sis from white sands at around 8.30.
then ya. they dont provide knife for ice cream cakes and i didnt know.
end up. they told me need to use stainless steel knife. i went to ntuc and get a knife.
wah with that pissed like on my face i seem like i am buying the knife to attempt to commit murder.
gosh.
when getting back to the chalet, sis's friend had to find a parking lot for the car and so we were driving around the carpark looking for an empty space.
then found one, and saw this guy (the 4th jerk that i saw in one day) running to the empty lot.
parked himself there.
signalled one lorry (how... no comments) to park in that space.
it's how. what the hell la? that guy is total shit.
i mean it's how ridiculous man. then my sis's friend was asking him to move.
and he say they have been waiting for a space for very long already and refused to budge. argh.
damn. should have waved that knife that i bought in his face and ask "are you sure you dont want to move?"
aw man. what kind of crap is this. what kind of society is this in singapore man.
it's like if you have been there long enough. how would your LORRY end up behind our car.
total nonsense and brainless talk. oh man. hate people like that.
super irritating.
sigh. just my luck.
after that. cake cutting for sis.
and she has a huge bunch of friends. so took photos like crazy.
envious.
sigh.
then after that time to cut mine but like erm my friends cant come.
then super pathetic cos cut cake also like rubbish.
i usually dont have a lot of friends to invite so i dont like such functions. seriously.
then was laughing like mad when supposed to take photos with the cake in front.
but tong tong, my little cousin would suddenly just appear and attempt to take the cake.
very hilarious. then my cake is almost very much ruined by the time we are done.
haha.
then after that nothing much except eating and eating.

sat night
after most of the guest have left.
sis's friend, changfeng drove us to changi village in an attempt to spot transversites (hope i spelt this right).
according to sis they saw a lot the night before when they went around that area for supper.
we only saw 1 and i was horrified enough.
a male as a female. what can i say "he?" "she?"
then went back.
slacked around.
cleaned up the place and cleaned myself up too. haha.
after that catched up on some more eps of naruto.
slept at around 3. haha. cannot tahan another day without sleep. i can really collapse.

sunday morn
waked up around 10.
packed up things. had breakfast. then checked out near to 11.
then took a cab home cos there was so much stuff.
then after that unpacked. bathed.
got ready to meet ps to go shopping at bugis.

sunday afternoon
went bugis with ps.
then walked around.
went seiyu, bugis village.
end up
drank pure choc ice blended from coffee bean. ps took caramel. how nice.
shared with ps and got 5 make-up items for 10 bucks cos of some CRAZY sale.
got myself a top from op.
wanted to get a nice collared tee but just cant find one.
argh. sigh. i want to buy more tops.
then walked around but still cant really find anything that's nice.
went to eat at mos burger.
and then sigh. ps lost her phone. argh. how crap. am i some jinx or what? sigh.
crap. i cant even do a thing when she was close to tears.
sigh. me = one blockhead.
sry girl, i should have been more observant then i would have realised you left your phone on the table when we changed seats.
argh.
sigh.

that's basically about it for my 3 days.
nothing much really.
just totally rotted time away.
sigh. useless me.

but. sidenote. thanks to those who have given me my bday gifts. haha. still early.
a few more days and i'll be older.
which means i have wasted more time away. sigh.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

blurness

crap.
stunts.
woke up with perfect eyesight. how superbly nice.
simply cos i didnt take off my contact lens before i sleep.
goodness. in a daze or sthg? i am crazy.
i actually did that?!?!
thankfully, my eyes didnt hurt a bit when i woke up.
how cool is that?
haha. but i shall not perform such a stunt again.
and yea. i forgot to charge the digicam for my sis. forgot to change the sd card.
sry girl.
your sister's blurness can get out of hand.

today.
tutored.
a rather fine day.
had dinner out.
with a bunch of really nice people.
got home.

tmr checking in to chalet for sis's bday party.
gonna have a weekend that's hopefully fun.
so i gonna bid goodbye to my comp temporary.
sobs.

yea. payday.
so hopefully i can participate in the gss and get some stuff for uni.

ladies' night

today is just another day that passes in my life.
simple but good.

tutored in the afternoon at ang mo kio as usual.
then cancelled the second tuition.
postponing it to tmr. so this week gonna have to spend the money travelling to amk twice.

cos jc class girls planned a gathering.
a rather good meeting.
reached orchard early so went walking around and got jiaying her bday gift.
then nice timing and got to the meeting place soon enough.

had dinner with the girls at pasta cafe.
nice food.
shared basil chicken risotto with sarah.
splendid.
haha. check out those pics that i will be posting in the online photo album.
then having seeked the permission from the restaurant, we had a mini bday celebration for the may and june babies.
really cute cake from bread talk.
haha. really thoughtful of flo, mich and sarah.
and the restaurant people were nice.
really great night.
after that headed for coffee club express. hoping to get coffee in a nice environment.
end up their last order was at 10 pm. too late.
argh. my coffee!
haha. end up we sit at the place and took pics.
really funny. sigh. hate my hair. gonna wait till it gets longer and do sthg about them.
haha.

and yea. finally settled university.
ntu bound.
oh finally.
haha. and was discussing with linda about hostel.
yea. so kind of settled my "cohabitation" partner.
haha. we'll be sharing a room.
yeap. looking forward to uni life which is going to start in less than 2 months' time.
gonna set myself to mugger mode.
really want to do well so that i can get some sponsorship each year.
that would lighten the financial load.

and i got my 3rd bday gift.
thanks sarah, linda and shiyun. haha.
really cool file and organizer. can use them for uni. how timely. :)
pink. but yea. it's still nice. really appreciate the gifts.

after that got home. slacked. and tmr's gonna be yet another day.
whoosh. time is passing.
eeeks.
omg omg omg.
haha growing old.
less than 167 hours to me turning 19. hope i nvr count wrongly. haha.