1st august

my first trip to pulau ubin.
sounds silly.
but well. it's true.
today was the first time i stepped into this island.


we took a boat from the jetty at changi village there.
i love boat rides actually.
having the water lightly splashing on my face.
with the wind that blows because of the speed.
the view.
hehe.


got there in a matter of minutes.
and then rented bikes from one of the shops there.
managed to rent a bike at 4 bucks for the entire day.
i'm quite lousy at cycling in fact.
though not that i cannot cycle at all.
but i'm lousy at controlling.
the starting.
getting the bike to go straight once i start is never something i am good at.
the upslopes.
i can never have enough stamina to cycle all the way up.
once the momentum is not there. i can never start from midslope and continue.
end up pushing the bike up the slope.
only to enjoy the wind blowing when heading down.
still. i'm so happy to finish the whole course.
to just go all the way to the end.
with a little scars from the scratches caused by the peddle that just goes out of control.
and some bruises.
mix with mud.
sounds horrible.
but i enjoyed myself.
so i didnt really matter.
hehe.


we stopped for a break.
went to chek jawa area.
there was a viewing tower.
which we climbed up.
spent time singing.
had a time of giving testimony.
and i'm encouraged.
it's just amazing how each of our lives can be different.
yet God is moving so wonderfully in our lives.
God is good. all the time!


went to the jetty area and spent time just posing for funny shots.
all sorts of silly pics.
it was fun.


generally, i felt that the island was simple.
everything there seems just different from the city.
i probably won't be used to living in such an area.
i love the scenery.
the air is just fresh.
the place is just simple.
somewhat looks like a getaway from the city.
very lovely.
a beautiful place.
and it was a truly eye-opening first trip to the island.
splendid.
hehe.

a good time of fellowship.
which i truly enjoyed.
hehe. thanks ken for patiently waiting for me when i lagged behind.
thanks daniel for putting in all the effort to co-ordinate this.
thanks geraldine, junjie and xinyi for willingly taking silly shots with me.
thanks for being such wonderful company.
the rest too. for being such a sport.
and of course. thank God.
for the good weather.
it was raining over at my place when i left house but it was a splendid weather at ubin.
hehe.
thank God too for being such a comforter, encourager.
He moved in our lives and i'm strengthed by the testimonies shared.
thank God for His protection. we had a smooth journey.
other than the scratches i got. none of us got injured.
and though the route wasn't well planned, we didnt get lost.
the timing was fine to get to ntu for cell group in time.
though it was from one end to another.
God made a way. :)

though not all things go smooth all the time.
i still thank God for all that He has done and all that He is going to do.
things may seem haphazard.
some people may seem just so hard to handle.
some times it's just tough to put your point across.
but there's no doubt that God is good.

the end of 11 weeks and 1 day

i'm thankful.
finally it's the end of my work attachment.
i had asked for a one week leave so that i could go for church camp.
and i thank God that it was approved smoothly.
God is indeed faithful to provide.
though some may wonder why and end up having to extend my attachment period to make up for the one week of leave.
i'm glad. even during my final week of work. i'm thankful for the joy within.

a short summary of what i've done in these 2.5 months.

achieved my own personal record of completing 8 tax computations in a day.
yippie.
i am amazed also.
by how that can ever be possible.
haha.


well. i had a box of stuff to clear up on my final day though.
haha.
i guess i took too much stuff to work on.
and end up being unable to finish through cos the clients didn't get back.
so well. i had fun waiting to clear backlogs.


saw a lot of interesting stuff too.
this is just one example.
as i was flipping through the documents.
some clients provided really outdated irrelevant documents.
and well though taxing.
i had fun digging through those stuff and keeping myself entertained by what i see.
i found that UOB got it's new name after september 1999!
hehe.

thank God for really nice fellow interns.
i truly enjoyed the company.
i enjoyed the lunches we had together.
though sometimes i just sat and watch them eat.
i enjoyed the fun we had.
indulging ourselves in really good food.
more so planning for the week of indulgence.
and really looking forward to it.
i'm thankful for the company to go all the way with me to peace centre there during their lunch break.
just to accompany me. cos i needed to print something for the rally publicity.
really nice to have met them and got to know them through this internship.
thanks yinjie and yongkang!
hehe.

the colleagues were nice too.
cho cho guiding me even though she was really busy.
vincent having to help me clear up the things that i've done.
sometimes the mistakes that i make.
resulting in him having to work on the review points again.
which werent easy.
agnes for being so straightforth in speech.
being a really nice and funny person to have around.
ice for giving me opportunities to try out what i've wanted to.
i was put in the accounts department.
but i mentioned i was interested in trying tax.
and she gave me loads of chances to do it.
which i'm really happy.
not that i'm a serious workaholic.
but i enjoyed doing tax more than accounts.
thanks for her guidance also.
having to answer my queries even though she has a lot of work at hand.

i'm thankful for the wonderful treats.
really undeserving.
vincent, ice, soolian, agnes, etc gave us a treat at riccotti.
we had fun going italian that day.
all the desserts.
like what agnes say.
that created wonderful memories.
pauchoo gave us a treat on my last day.
went to sushi bar.
so it was a japanese treat.
hehe.
having another treat by aikkuan coming up on friday.
going to swensen's.
hehe.

my pa company was.
a place with a cozy working environment.
i'm glad.
though not a company with loads of prospects to offer like those big accounting firms.
but it was a place that presented chances to learn.
it was a great experience in my opinion.
though the pay wasn't totally fantastic.
but i'm glad.
cos it isn't all that mattered.
i think i've been rewarded in many other ways.
God has faithfully blessed me i must say.
hehe.

shall enjoy my break before it's start of school.
i can't wait.
going to be a different semester.
well. still, there are things to look forward to.
come what may, i've got a great big God!

my very own food fest

shall update. since i havent done so in ages.

this week was the last week of the attachment for my 2 fellow interns.
because of the leave i took i can only finish mine on 30th.
and we decided to just indulge ourselves for lunch this week.
using our pay to spend a bit more on lunch just so that we can enjoy one week of lunch together.
we had it all planned since the week before.
in fact i had it drafted out.
ask me if you want to take a look at the mini post-it note i wrote with the days and the places we are going to have lunch at.
i'm amazed how a food lover i can be.
hehe.

shall let the pictures do the talking (as usual).
the pictures are better at telling you how nice are the food we had!


monday. a simple lunch at kopitiam @ my dining room.
that's the food court at the central.
following that. muddy mudpie at coffee club xpress!
woohoo.
spent 3.80 on my lunch.
4.10 for sharing the mudpie.
i indulged.


tuesday. lunch at pepper lunch.
had chicken pepper lunch set.
after that went to this classy shop.
pasley&cream. the shop looks really pretty.
with lovely cupcakes.
i ordered the cheesecake. yongkang got the bread pudding. yinjie got a double chocolate cupcake.
spent 9.50 on lunch.
4.60 on the nice cheesecake, which i think was a splendid deal.
again. i indulged.


decided to go some sort of all-american on wednesday.
went billy bombers and got ourselves take-away.
the ultra nice-smelling banana milkshake.
woolala. totally fabulous.
then went to chippy british take-away.
and sat down there to eat.
i got the beer battered fish with chips.
we shared the fried calamari, which was really nice!
spent 7 bucks on the wonderful milkshake (expensive but really good stuff).
banana-licious.
spent 6 bucks on the food. this lunch was a real splurge.
once again. i indulged.


thursday.
we decided to go a little lighter.
since the office had a birthday celebration later that day.
went to soup spoon at raffles city shopping centre.
got myself a regular boston clam chowder.
hehe.
nice stuff.
simple but nice.
spent 5.90 on what seemed healthier compared to all that i had eaten.
well. i indulged.


the finale of the week. friday.
what we had aimed since day 1 of attachment.
passed by this ricciotti italian restaurant on the first day after our lunch.
and decided that the pastry looks really good.
and we ought to celebrate the end of our attachment there.
so having eyed it for so long.
it was finally realised.
just take a look at the restaurant!
classy.
i love that wonderful display of italian pastry.
oolala. totally yummy-licious!


the totally awesome selection of pastry.
my favourite one - preziosa.
milk chocolate cream with aromatic currant coulis and soft macaron.
splendid.
next favourite. soffiato.
warm dark chocolate cake with chocolate-chip icecream.
the chocolate was oozing out of the cake when you dig in. woooo.
tried others too.
diplomatica - puff pastry and sponge cake layered with hazelnut custard and chocolate.
duomo - mascarpone and spicy cream with olive oil sugar dough.
tiramisu - mascarpone cheese cake with ladyfinger biscuits, coffee and cocoa.
crostata - fresh exotic fruit tarlet.
man i love this.
got a set lunch anyway.
came with pollo cacciatora (chicken leg braised with red wine and vegetables) with mashed potato. the pastry. and a cup of cappuccino.
supposed to spend 23.40 on this.
but the three of us got a treat from our fellow colleagues!
thanks! ^^

so all in all i spent 40.90 on eating lunch this week!
quite a spread.
and i'm so satisfied.
i had fun. taking pictures. eating with the 2 of them and with the other colleagues too!
hehe.

one more week to go.
actually. the wait to the end of the attachment isnt horrible.
i am thankful.
for such a wonderful time.
:)

the relentless pursuit

the pursuit began way before i was born.
every day of my life.
He carefully crafted it in His hand.
to turn it to the best for me in spite of the wrong choices i made without understanding His good and perfect will before i knew Him.
to provide me with the opportunities to come to know Him despite me missing the earlier ones He placed in my life.
He ran. He loved.
i'm glad that He never once gave up on me.
rebellious as i can be. He loved me.
nothing that i do can make Him love me more or love me less.
He is love.
when i thought all was gone when my earthly father was gone.
He provided a way. for me to know there's still Him - the Heavenly Father.
He was ever ready to shower me with blessings. with His love.
His love that makes me whole.
i can never thank Him enough.
except to pursue Him in return with all that i have.
that's the least i can ever offer.

the aim of the pursuit - to draw you and i back to Him.
what is displayed in the process.
the undying love of the Father.
the sheer determination to see that none shall perish.
the willingness to give up everything - even if it means dying on the cross - just for you and i.

He's just knocking at the door this very day.
can you hear?
will you open the door and let Him in?
why not put a stop to the stubborness and just open the door, run into His embrace?
He's waiting.
waiting for His beloved child to come back to Him.
i responded. how are you going to respond?

i'm still existent

hehe.
i got back from church camp on last friday.
but i was too busy to update my blog.

it was a really good camp.
took some photos but they are all on other people's camera.
shall post when i get them.
haha.

the air in genting was really fresh.
which makes it a really pleasant place for a time of renewal.
previously had been really drained but it was a really good camp to just gain back the strength and passion to move forward.

a lot of issues that God dealt with.
and i am glad.
i'm moving on.
fighting the negative emotions and thoughts.
so that my thoughts are pure and pleasing to Him.

amazed at how God used the guest speaker's lives to be an impact to so many people.
very encouraged.
a faith-building experience.

God moved mightily.
a handful of things revealed to me.
and i know that i've got to press in as God works in them.
shall look forward to breakthroughs in this year!
all things are possible for the Almighty God.
hehe.

a good learning experience also.
God presented the opportunity for me to grow and to give.
not only did i receive. but i learnt to give to during the camp.
in very small ways.
but i'm glad.
i wanna take up challenges that will spur me to grow stronger.
hehe.

practical things to apply too!
got to start doing a major clearance of my space at home.
shall work on clearing the clutter in my life.
and throw out whatever is obstructing!


came back and worked hard on the publicity website for the upcoming youth rally.
do visit the website and take a look!
click on CHASE!
hehe.
anyone interested to come.
let me know!
it's gonna be real fun.


work was alright.
finished one case on monday.
and was given a new one on monday itself.
which currently is quite a challenge cos there's insufficient information to get things done.

and a fellow colleague was straight-forth in speaking.
which i am thankful for.
once again, God revealed to me how prideful i can be.
she was commenting that i appear to be aggressive when in comes to work.
meaning i am rather ambitious without myself even realising sometimes.
true. i can be quite eager to prove myself. that i'm good enough or probably way better at getting the tasks given to me done.
she acknowledged that i'm capable. i think i think of myself as that way too subconsciously.
oops. hehe. that's where the pride lies.
and she said that i do show confidence because i know my stuff when i'm given the tasks.
but she warned me against showing too much confidence. she was saying that there's high possibility of attracting back-stabbers should i be out working full-time next time.
i do agree that the world is ugly in that sense.
probably i never really realised that arrogance that comes forth.
cos i really think that i know my stuff and i'm able to get things done at work rather efficiently.
but there's always that need for that awareness.
which i was told during the conversation today.
i've got a lot to learn.

my fellow keepers. please note. haha.
i can be prideful. which is a major hindrance in my journey.
will need to tear down this huge wall.
help me keep watch ya?
hehe.

very blessed.
and i know i still am going to be.
hehe.


i'm quite tired physically.
but still am sustained.
shall get as much rest as possible.

shall post some pictures soon!
jya matta ne!

adulthood

shall do a quick post before i go off.
i shall be away in awana genting for 5 days on my church camp.
God has blessed me with a week of leave so that i can find rest in His presence.
hallelujah!
hehe. though i've got to extend my work attachment to make up for it.
i'm more than glad for this break.
i've been so looking forward to it.

anyway.
it's been some time since i've updated.
and i've got loads to update.
yet not that much time to.

shall just blog about my birthday celebration.
which was the biggest thing recently.
turned 21st 2 days ago.
i'm into day 2 of being 21.
hehe.
held a celebration near my place and quite a handful of people turned up.
my mum invited her friends too.
so it was quite an affair.
haha.

anyway. pics of the people who turned up.
taken during the cake-cutting time.
well. almost all those who turned up.
some left earlier. so they arent in the pictures!
hehe.


how can a birthday celebration ever have the cake and birthday girl missing?
hehe.
i've been blessed with a swensen's 5 kg ice-cream cake.
macadamia nut cum cookies n cream flavour in it.
it's really nice.
i still have a portion of it left in my freezer but i guess i won't see it by the time i'm back.
hehe.
it's a really lovely looking cake!


my extended family.
my grandma, aunts, uncles and cousins.
haha.
quite a huge group of people.


not to forget my terrific family who started getting busy since at least a week ago to prepare for this celebration.
HUGE thanks to sis for getting all the things in place - food, cake, place, etc.
HUGE thanks also to mum for paying for the stuff. they are really ex. and for cooking wonderful delicious food to add on to the menu. despite the fact that her arm isnt very well and that she's tired from working. love you loads mum!
HUGE thanks to ying too!
BIG thanks to imran for helping me get my cake from swensen's and struggling with cutting the frozen cake. yes that's the problem with ice-cream cakes.


peishan and i.
hehe.
my friend since pri 1.
our 15.5 years of friendship to date.
hehe.
thanks girl for rushing down and missing fright night. hehe.


the 4f people.
tried to be funny with their stunts.
that was ultra predictable.
haha. the whacky bunch of people.


the 6a people.
intellects. the motivating bunch.
hehe.
thanks for coming. yes i repeated myself a lot of times that day.
haha. but yea i didnt manage to really go around talking to you people.
seriously. sorry for being a rather lousy host.
hehe.


u3 cell group.
well almost the full cell group.
my leader is elsewhere.
haha.
but yea. the really fun and supportive group of people in my second family!
hehe.


harvesterites.
almost all that came.
some left earlier.
too bad you all missed out the ice-cream cake!
hehe.


last BUT definitely not the least.
zncl2.
hehe.
the girls that are the best companions in school. in hall.
almost anytime anywhere.
haha.
thanks for rushing down. yet i didnt get to talk much to you all.
we should have our own outing really really soon.
hehe.

it was fun having a get-together.
and i'm glad to hear from self-proclaimed 'the best' teeseng that because of this the few of them got the chance to catch up in ages.
hehe. too bad i missed out what you people were talking about!
hehe.

of course.
i've been showered with loads of blessings.
with the gifts which i really don't deserve.
some of them are really exquisite.
generous people.
but seriously i dont really deserve all these expensive and lovely stuff.
hehe.


the must mention present from my lovely family cum imran.
nokia e65. (wishlist item #1 fulfilled!)
this really cost a bomb.
eeks.
sry. i think i asked for something really way too over the budget.
thanks my dearest family.


lovely flowers from my cell group.
my only bouqet for that day. (a bit of spelling error in the pic. i havent slept yet so pardon that silly mistake.)
hehe.
really really pretty!
and interesting.


and a lovely card the cell gave.
with this newspaper clipping thing that gloria made.
haha. thanks. i had a fun time reading it.
you people are just so creative.
haha.


yes and my supposedly "whencouplespray" book was magically transformed by daniel into this.
another gift from the cell.
shall find time to read this lovely book.


from my 2 lovely sisters.
an inspirational book according to christabel.
got to really read this too!


from my mentor/discipler.
thanks for walking me through ups and downs.
thanks for just being a wonderful listening ear.
and thanks for being a blessing!
i got a new pocket bible. in the version i want! hehe. please note that i didnt mention that i wanted NKJV in my wishlist. i just mentioned that i don't want NIV.
hehe. how nice that she got what i had wanted to have! hehe.
thanks thanks.


a few of them tricked me into opening this paper bag with only a packet drink inside.
and so i was explained that this paper bag is the bag that the few of them got for me.
how nice.
it probably can fit my big fat laptop.
haha.


the actual gift is a really nice bag!
woo. hehe.
another item on the wishlist.
i got quite a handful of bags.
so now i can mix and match!
haha.


a bag that i can use for school from some of the 4F people.
hehe.


teeseng wrote a 'letter' to just talk about how much effort he spent in shopping for the gift and wrapping it. and how much shuping didnt really do much even though she was sharing the present.
funny fellow.
yes you are 'the best'!


another bag that's really nice too!
hehe.


perfume from 3 ofthe 6a guys.
hehe. i havent tried sniffing to find out what it smells like.
but i suppose it should be nice.
haha.


for the people who know me well.
surely the only accessory to get me would be a watch!
hehe.
thanks. this is really pretty.


from joel.
hehe.
another really really interesting bag.
hehe.
thanks! it's really nice.
and the wrapper is ultra nice!


and i love the card.
gosh. joel u've got good taste!


from gary!
haha.
this is surprisingly my only winnie the pooh gift for this birthday.
haha.
and it's useful ok?


it shall be where my e65 rest!
hehe.


this is a really extravagant present.
thanks girl.


and a really cool watch.
from lizhen. yuxin and family.
hehe.
thanks.



swatch watches for a fanatic like me!
hehe.


this is real sweet. yijing printed this herself.
hehe.


from mum's friends.
hehe.


from chuay sia.


this is really nice. hehe.
thanks yvonne.


from my only uni classmate that attended.
hehe.
uncle sam shall get it from me for pang-sehing me.
hehe.


and another personal gift from junjie.
thanks girl.
havent tried the chocolate.
but it looks good.
hehe.


and ang baos.
hehe. now i've got money to spend.
hehe.

ok la. need to rush off.
think i missed out some presents.
shall blog them again when i'm back.

going for faith lift.
see ya!