i have not much
to offer You
not near what You deserve
but still i come
because Your cross
has placed in me my worth
oh, Christ my King
of sympathy
whose wounds secure my peace
Your grace extends
to call me friend
Your mercy sets me free
and i know i'm weak
i know i'm unworthy
to call upon Your name
but because of grace
because of Your mercy
i stand here unashamed
i can't explain
this kind of love
i'm humbled and amazed
that You'd come down
from heavens heights
and greet me face to face
here i am at Your feet
in my brokeness complete
[truly. a lovely song.]
Monday, March 22, 2010
Rainy days bring back fond memories...
Took this pic yesterday.
It was a rainy day and I was rather groggy from having woken up late...
Still, this scene didn't fail to put a smile on my face.
Was just reminded how it used to be so troublesome to cross the track cos it'll flood on rainy days.
My... That was years back... Time really does fly...
Still, I am thankful for a fully shelthered path from home to the mrt now.
It's a blessing!!!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
It was a rainy day and I was rather groggy from having woken up late...
Still, this scene didn't fail to put a smile on my face.
Was just reminded how it used to be so troublesome to cross the track cos it'll flood on rainy days.
My... That was years back... Time really does fly...
Still, I am thankful for a fully shelthered path from home to the mrt now.
It's a blessing!!!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
Friday, February 12, 2010
Me and my randomness
Monday, November 09, 2009
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
+ a super unco-operative person
+ someone who doesn't quite get the point you are driving at
+ a tight deadline
= a mad day at work
haha. don't mind me. i'm just finding some place to vent.
haha. so much for an entry in my blog after SO LONG.
+ someone who doesn't quite get the point you are driving at
+ a tight deadline
= a mad day at work
haha. don't mind me. i'm just finding some place to vent.
haha. so much for an entry in my blog after SO LONG.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
rants
sigh.
i think i'm losing steam.
i dunno.
but it's like.
sian.
maybe it's just me.
something that i need to deal with.
but to be honest.
i don't like.
the way it is.
it's like things get taiji-ed around.
it's like there's the pressure to get things done.
but there isn't the support to help push things forward.
it's like you have a team.
yet not quite exactly a team.
oh well. maybe i just have got to stop complaining.
that's all.
but honestly, it's easier said than done.
God, help me.
i need your joy to be my strength.
i think i'm losing steam.
i dunno.
but it's like.
sian.
maybe it's just me.
something that i need to deal with.
but to be honest.
i don't like.
the way it is.
it's like things get taiji-ed around.
it's like there's the pressure to get things done.
but there isn't the support to help push things forward.
it's like you have a team.
yet not quite exactly a team.
oh well. maybe i just have got to stop complaining.
that's all.
but honestly, it's easier said than done.
God, help me.
i need your joy to be my strength.
Saturday, May 09, 2009
song in my heart
i realised that it's been ages since i last blogged.
hehe. i've been getting lazy to update with the load at work.
sometimes i just feel that i have enough of facing the computer of 8 working hours each day that my eyes are just too tired to bare with more when i'm back home.
hehe. so the conclusion is. i've been getting out-of-touch with msn, with blogger, sometimes with facebook too (the only thing that i do is probably accept friend requests, post some photos if any, etc).
anyway. i just felt that posting a blog today.
because when i was back home this afternoon.
i was tired from the lack of rest and from the hot afternoon.
but i was so encouraged.
somehow i heard voices which i believe came from the church nearby.
from distant, i can hear voices singing songs of worship to God.
the 2 songs i heard - I Worship You, Almighty God and Through It All.
to me, it brought much joy and gladness because.
for once i really felt i understand what it is like when we sing
from the mountains to the valley
hear our praises rise to You
from the heavens to the nations
let our singing fill the air
how wonderful. i thought.
how beautiful.
i love music.
i love singing.
i thank God for my voice.
i'm glad i still have it.
Lord, may my mouth be one that offers such wonderful praises to You.
simply because You are deserving.
let there always be a song in my heart.
just for You alone.
song in my heart - i adore
hehe. i've been getting lazy to update with the load at work.
sometimes i just feel that i have enough of facing the computer of 8 working hours each day that my eyes are just too tired to bare with more when i'm back home.
hehe. so the conclusion is. i've been getting out-of-touch with msn, with blogger, sometimes with facebook too (the only thing that i do is probably accept friend requests, post some photos if any, etc).
anyway. i just felt that posting a blog today.
because when i was back home this afternoon.
i was tired from the lack of rest and from the hot afternoon.
but i was so encouraged.
somehow i heard voices which i believe came from the church nearby.
from distant, i can hear voices singing songs of worship to God.
the 2 songs i heard - I Worship You, Almighty God and Through It All.
to me, it brought much joy and gladness because.
for once i really felt i understand what it is like when we sing
from the mountains to the valley
hear our praises rise to You
from the heavens to the nations
let our singing fill the air
how wonderful. i thought.
how beautiful.
i love music.
i love singing.
i thank God for my voice.
i'm glad i still have it.
Lord, may my mouth be one that offers such wonderful praises to You.
simply because You are deserving.
let there always be a song in my heart.
just for You alone.
song in my heart - i adore
Thursday, January 01, 2009
looking back at 2008
2008 has been...
a nice end to varsity life.
a conclusion to my 3 years in NTU.
having a nice family potrait taken to commemorate this occasion.
i believe mum's relieved to have one more of us graduating.
in a way. she has one load off her mind.
still, a mum never stops worrying for her children.
and i'm thankful for such a strong mum.
and thank God for walking me through the 3 years.
He has been faithful - the blessings in terms of results, in terms of the whole university experience.
i thank God that i graduate well. i can never forget how got God blessed me with superbly awesome grades for a semester which i struggled very badly.
in the difficult times, God proved His sovereignty and faithfulness.
i stand in awe, really.
and with the graduation, a nice family potrait taken. :)

a fresh start to working life.
the transition - i wouldn't say it's easy.
i probably would have gone crazy without the grace of God.
i thank God for the favour He has shown.
it's really amazing.
the times i just have small gifts from managers or fellow colleagues that just bring such encouragement and smiles. especially when it's the stressful peak.
i thank God for His strength to see me through.
i was really worn out during the November peak.
but God saw me through.
a tough season but it was reassuring knowing that God is faithful to see me through every season.
and of cos. there were various moments of fun, which i really enjoyed.

a wonderful display of God's faithfulness.
being involved in the RAW camp as a prayer co-ordinator really opened my eyes to see the hand of God moving through prayer.
the weather, the move of God during the services, the whole preparation phase, etc.
many many things that i just can't stop thanking God for.
it's a fresh RAW start from there.
authentic - get real.
consecrate - set apart for the Lord Almighty.
first love - make me a woman of passion for the things of God.
transform - change me to be more like Jesus.

a great missions experience.
going to Philippines was something i had wanted to when i first became a Christian.
and the 2 weeks there was an eye-opener.
the lessons learnt.
taking steps out of being fearful of the opinions of others.
seeing how privileged i am in Singapore.
realising the need to lay down my pride.
learning to watch out for others.
allowing God to teach me to be a prayer warrior.
many many more things which i need to really take time to ponder over.
i shall add on to this when i'm done taking time to reflect.
reflect upon in preparation of this year of increase - 2009. :)
"i will run. i will soar on eagle's wings. as i wait on You Lord, my strength is restored."
anyway. a summary of the key changes during this 3 months.
i went for the company's dnd and recognised that i am really not those who likes functions.
i got a drastic hair cut.
i went through a crazy November peak with 10 pm end work timings for one week and 11 pm ones for the week after.
i went for the most awesome camp ever - RAW!
i had time to catch up with linda and chiew lin at crystal jade la mian xiao long bao on a weekday evening. (it was ages since we last met!)
i tried being chibi maruko chan (which nobody has any idea what it is) at the C party.
i went shopping with peishan at ikea. and we got quite crazy there. (finally we met up!)
i had a fun baking session with the cell group and a lunch get-together on Christmas eve.
i had fun celebrating Christmas.
i got rather put off by an unreasonable mercz driver who kicked up a fuss over a scratch.
i enjoyed playing blind mice, polar bear (still remember the 6a days?) at the leaders' retreat.
it was a superb thanksgiving ceremony.
i'm quite lazy to get all the photos up. so this shall look like a wordy update. haha.
i shall try to update more frequently so that i won't put myself off posting photos.
a nice end to varsity life.
a conclusion to my 3 years in NTU.
having a nice family potrait taken to commemorate this occasion.
i believe mum's relieved to have one more of us graduating.
in a way. she has one load off her mind.
still, a mum never stops worrying for her children.
and i'm thankful for such a strong mum.
and thank God for walking me through the 3 years.
He has been faithful - the blessings in terms of results, in terms of the whole university experience.
i thank God that i graduate well. i can never forget how got God blessed me with superbly awesome grades for a semester which i struggled very badly.
in the difficult times, God proved His sovereignty and faithfulness.
i stand in awe, really.
and with the graduation, a nice family potrait taken. :)

a fresh start to working life.
the transition - i wouldn't say it's easy.
i probably would have gone crazy without the grace of God.
i thank God for the favour He has shown.
it's really amazing.
the times i just have small gifts from managers or fellow colleagues that just bring such encouragement and smiles. especially when it's the stressful peak.
i thank God for His strength to see me through.
i was really worn out during the November peak.
but God saw me through.
a tough season but it was reassuring knowing that God is faithful to see me through every season.
and of cos. there were various moments of fun, which i really enjoyed.

a wonderful display of God's faithfulness.
being involved in the RAW camp as a prayer co-ordinator really opened my eyes to see the hand of God moving through prayer.
the weather, the move of God during the services, the whole preparation phase, etc.
many many things that i just can't stop thanking God for.
it's a fresh RAW start from there.
authentic - get real.
consecrate - set apart for the Lord Almighty.
first love - make me a woman of passion for the things of God.
transform - change me to be more like Jesus.

a great missions experience.
going to Philippines was something i had wanted to when i first became a Christian.
and the 2 weeks there was an eye-opener.
the lessons learnt.
taking steps out of being fearful of the opinions of others.
seeing how privileged i am in Singapore.
realising the need to lay down my pride.
learning to watch out for others.
allowing God to teach me to be a prayer warrior.
many many more things which i need to really take time to ponder over.
i shall add on to this when i'm done taking time to reflect.
reflect upon in preparation of this year of increase - 2009. :)
"i will run. i will soar on eagle's wings. as i wait on You Lord, my strength is restored."
anyway. a summary of the key changes during this 3 months.
i went for the company's dnd and recognised that i am really not those who likes functions.
i got a drastic hair cut.
i went through a crazy November peak with 10 pm end work timings for one week and 11 pm ones for the week after.
i went for the most awesome camp ever - RAW!
i had time to catch up with linda and chiew lin at crystal jade la mian xiao long bao on a weekday evening. (it was ages since we last met!)
i tried being chibi maruko chan (which nobody has any idea what it is) at the C party.
i went shopping with peishan at ikea. and we got quite crazy there. (finally we met up!)
i had a fun baking session with the cell group and a lunch get-together on Christmas eve.
i had fun celebrating Christmas.
i got rather put off by an unreasonable mercz driver who kicked up a fuss over a scratch.
i enjoyed playing blind mice, polar bear (still remember the 6a days?) at the leaders' retreat.
it was a superb thanksgiving ceremony.
i'm quite lazy to get all the photos up. so this shall look like a wordy update. haha.
i shall try to update more frequently so that i won't put myself off posting photos.
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