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bleh.
not really in the mood to blog.
so i shall just simply summarize what i have to say for yesterday and today.
so that ps wont call me to update when i fail to blog once or twice.
haha.

wednesday. as usual tutored.
but sigh. one student always cancel the tuition last minute.
sometimes i feel like i am wasting my time at ang mo kio.
but well. this time she's coming over on sunday morn.
phew. at least i dont have to spend money travelling again.
with the fare hike i can really kill myself for travelling around so often.
i dont want my pay to go mostly to transport fees.
i will cry.
haha. nah. i dont cry that easily. i'll just whine until so many people are irritated.
bleh.
got home and bumped into mum, sis and ying.
then end up travelling with them to tampines to attend a funeral.
sigh. kind of reminds me of dad's funeral years back.
time passes but the memories of things just come back. sadly.
no matter how hard i try to cast aside things that most probably stir my emotions and cause me to really feel down, i just cant do it. sigh.
useless? i suppose so. helpless? maybe.

today.
worked.
just that i woke up before 10. kind of a miracle. cos i usually dont when there's really nothing to do.
it has been that way for the past 7 months. haha. so yea.
once in a while i perform some miracle i guess. bleh. (how thick-skinned)
so yea. i woke up. packed my drawer of clothes. so now they are more neatly arranged.
also dumped a little stuff from my study table. so it's slightly better than before.
also ironed clothes. finally really help out a wee bit with housework.
gosh i have been a lazy bum and yet i still want to laze around more.
bleh.
but yea. i ironed like a few shirts. bleh. how very little. but i did sthg.
after that slacked around.
went to work and then came back.
working is boring life. but well. money is a strong incentive.

and ps got her hair rebonded. haha.
a little weird to see her with really straight hair.
kind of not used to that.
but yea. rebonded hair usually look neater.
so i guess i can say ps looks prettier now.
argh. i also want to do sthg about my hair. at least do sthg to my hair.
but. argh. why is my hair growing at such a slow rate.
irritating.
never mind. i shall be patient and not pull my hair out.
bleh.

ok. enough rubbish. out of here.

bleh. sick.

sick of working.
haha. how dumb right?
i was sick of rotting at home with no income.
now i am sick of working.
sigh. i get super sian easily. eeps. bad.
but well. i am trying very hard to pyscho myself that it's gonna only be one more month.
oh how much i look forward to school start.
hehe. typical geek.

anyway. today my turn to accompany ps to the medical centre.
kind of dumb to make 2 trips down on 2 consecutive days. but well.
what's done cannot be undone.
i'm so wasting money on travelling but sigh.
broke already. it doesnt really make a lot of diff when you are broke and more broke.
cos. the thing is. still broke.

after that. went to funan cos ps wanted to cut hair at kimage.
sadly, the time slots were taken up. only had a free slot at 3.
and since i've got to go off to work, so she didnt want to take up the 3 pm slot.
made an arrangement for thurs morn.
then walked around funan. wanted to see laptops.
but well. 2 people with limited computer knowledge. sigh.
no point.
haha. then end up in coffee bean.
my fav fav place.
hehe. pampered myself with ice blended pure chocolate again.
how highly sinful.

then after that went to town.
dropped by at heeren's. bought ankle socks.
like finally. haha. i can stop the disappearing acts of my socks. hehe.

then work. now. ok. i get bored easily at work.
but well. i'm ok.
i'm just sick of rushing around. like for monday and today.
travelled so much. kind of rather sian of shopping. cos there are things that i want to get. yet. broke.
sigh. but well. i guess i should really give myself space.
argh.

and i realised. i screwed up things again.
haha. gonna have to check my student email acc. i forgot the change things and they might block up my acc. sigh. give me luck man.

an apple a day keeps the doctor away

havent been eating apples. haha.
so cant send the doctor away?
haha. went for medical check up today.
school's starting.
haha. like... finally.
soon soon.

had a hard time finding that place.
considering the fact that i had a map with me.
and ps sprained her ankle worsening her old injury cos she didnt see the step.
at another spot. i tripped and almost fell.
but yea. all's fine. i didnt break my 2 front teeth.
sigh. i wonder how we are going to survive uni life without getting into such accidents.
accident prone zhien. haha. how's that for uni newsletter?
i'm going to be famous man!

after that went to a clinic in jp for the x-ray thing.
then of course. done with all the crap.
yay. walked around jp a little.
eat kfc. 2 piece chicken.
my oh my. like how long since i have tasted their fried chicken.
hehe. but it's ok only la. isnt really like heavenly.

then went to levi's. had previously saw this top that i find nice.
wanted to show ps. but couldnt find it there.
sigh. i most prob cant afford to get it even if i find it also.
sigh. now i am so tempted to buy myself a pair of comfy levi's jeans.
they are so so so so so ex. in my opinion.
haha. i'm mad.

then bought myself a denim skirt at bum. offer.
hehe. one of the cheapest skirt that i have got le.

then went to town. stopped by mango which was having a crazy sale.
wanted to see if i can get jeans. but yea. cant get the right size. and the queue at the fitting room is crazy.
wanted to get that overalls that i saw and liked the last time. cos it's at half price. but.
argh. i cant find the right size!
how unlucky. but well. i'm broke enough.
haha. maybe it's like one way to make me less broke. that's why the sizes that i want to get disappears?!?

after that went to work.
haha. was thinking at work. then gradually. i dont feel like buying jeans anymore.
haha. i guess i managed to come to terms that i shouldnt be spending so much since i am already like kind of broke.
so yea. i gonna have to really tighten my wallet.
hehe. shall just forget about getting so much stuff.
goodbye to the nike bag, jeans, overalls... for now.
haha. wait till i am less broke.

bleh. i'm tired. gonna have to catch enough sleep or else i cant wake up again today.

zhien is a happy girl for now.
trying to be contented with what i have.
being contented one step closer to being happy. :)

reminiscence

looking back.
jc class had lunch at ghim moh.
i was late. haha. woke up at the supposed meeting time.
luckily ghim moh is nearby.
seems like so long since a group of us sit down and have lunch at ghim moh.
yeap. and ghim moh food is as nice as ever.
maybe it's the crowd you are with?!

after that walked to old campus.
was standing outside at the main gate. staring that the "attention all rafflesians" sign.
haha. nus high school didnt even bother to change that sign.
was wondering if we should climb over. then james suddenly was meddling at the side.
and the gate at the side just opened. haha. so cool.
and we walked straight into our old campus.
haha. then went to concourse. there was a security guard there which stopped us.
and yea. talked to him saying that we want to walk around the school.
lol. lucky that guy isnt that fierce. or else we'll most probably be chased out.
walked along the first level only. sigh. our school is sadly no longer our school.
notice boards have changed. the ts-es are caged up. lockers arent around.
the canteen has lesser stalls already. the benches in the canteen were also reduced.
looks a little different. feels a little different.
places change and people change maybe. that's part of life.

then after that walked to secret recipes.
shared cheesecake. had ice chocolate. hehe. highly sinful.
then lindy shared with us her photos from the india trip.
sigh. i feel like just going on a trip. anywhere.
sadly. money is some problem.
nothing else that i can really do except look forward to year end. hehe.
shall plan a trip somehow.
christmas overseas seems fun. hmmm. haha. thinking way too far.

after that we stopped by the playground nearby.
haha. how silly. 7 people who are 19 year old already playing there.
yea. but it's a really funky playground. got some structure that i was really totally amazed about.
haha. take a look at that man.

something like a skateboarding thing. i really wonder how to swing that high. then some caucasian children played there just before we left. i was so amazed. *drop jaws*

so we played there for some time. and yea. was on the swing.
then i fell off the swing.
lol. how dumb.
so long nvr play. get clumsy with things like that i guess.
haha. but yea i was careless la.
but it's really dumb and embarrassing.
well. it's normal that i do such things.
haha.

after that walked all the way to holland v.
a slow and long walk.
but yea. good exercise after eating.
haha.
then after that parted ways.
took bus to town.

bought stuff at popular.
crap the queue so long.
haha. then i spent like 40 bucks on stationery.
how splurging la.
but yea. i bought kind of a lot of stuff for school use.
afterall i gonna start school in a month.
why waste the gift certificate. haha.
only 1 plus bucks is spent on for my sis. the rest. MY stuff.
haha. stupid right.

then went to taka.
shopped around again.
and spent money again.
lol. this is such a waste of time and money.

after that came home.
now i so tired.
sigh. dont know why but my head hurts.
eeee. cant think properly liao. haha. my brain cells dying?
haha. crap.
nvr mind. i had an enjoyable day. so i'm happy. :)

sleep-over

girl's night in!
haha. last night spent the night at jiaying's place with a group of the jc class girls.
so we met at like 9 over at her place. then spent time singing karaoke at her place.
her house is still as splendid. the last time we went we had a great time too.
very comfortable and just sang and sang.
and of course we get to see so much of jay with the upcoming initial d stuff that she has.
haha.
really fun.

and so we sang quite a lot of songs.
went looking at jay's mv. then went crazy over wilbur's bi hu man bu.
then laugh at those old silly mvs.
haha.
and surprisingly the whole bunch of girls didnt even sing a song from stefanie sun at all the whole time.
we usually would at least have one even if it's going kbox i guess.
haha.

then after that watched recorded version of wan quan yu le.
laughed and laughed at how dumb the whole gang of them were.
haha.

then at around 3 plus. light's out.
then yea. we stayed up to chit chat.
girls' talk.
haha. so much la.
we talked about so much.
describing our "ideal" guy, things that happened for those with siblings, crushes, blah blah blah.
so much so much. and now they know how horrid i was in primary school.
haha. the really "cannot make it" spoilt brat me.
haha. but yea we had a good time.

i didnt sleep at all. how funny la. then end up very tired.
but yea. we went for breakfast.
ate this super nice prawn mee. with super big prawns.
then walked back to jiaying's place.
her parents gave me a lift to the mrt.
and yea. was supposed to go for abt class. but sis nvr go cos she not feeling very well still.
then i see that it was raining and plus i was so tired. i conveniently gave myself an excuse to skip class. haha. dumb right? pay money and yet i skip the class.
bleh. highly unfit.

then go home slept. woke up like in a shock.
cos my tuition student came.
planned to wake up before that but i didnt. haha. so embarrassing.
end up after tuition i slept again.
but thank goodness i slept before tuition. so i was alert while tutoring.

after that went town with sis. spent on food.
munch munch.
then came back with mum after work.

yeap. i finally got some fun.
but sigh. didnt get to catch initial d on friday in the day. but still all is good.
i can still catch it another day. i will. i have to. hehe.

with great anticipation

hehe. like finally!
naruto ep 140.
oolala.
haha. one week to get this ep.
but yea. i just finished it.
sigh. another one week's wait.
i am dying to know the story.
trying to ask around for the manga cos it's way ahead of the anime.
but nonetheless. yippeeeeee. i am happy.

been up early since 6 am in the morn. sadly.
cos sis was unwell. and yeap made quite a fuss.
so i was awaken and i really couldnt get back to sleep.
end up. watch anime.
haha.
so i have been watching quite a few eps of full metal alchemist.
down with 40. 12 more to go to finish the whole anime.
omg.
haha. i am how crazy.
but well. all these animes are the only things that keep me entertained as i rot at home.

should be going out later. girls organising stay-over.
i hope it doesnt get cancelled. :)
looking forward to loads of fun!

off to watch more anime. i couldnt supress my joy over getting ep 140.
that's why i anyhow blogged an entry down. lol.
mad? i think i am.

ding dong bell

cant think of a title. again. as usual. whatever.

today's my last day at suntec branch.
haha. gonna get transferred back to taka next week onwards.
haha. so dumb. bet they find me too troublesome liao.
send me back to some place that i'm more familiar with better.
haha. so i'll be back working at taka for the next one month before i say byebye to them again.
dumb.
but well. i gonna miss that fun coffee machine!
eeeeks. i want to buy one when i have my own house next time. haha.
then everyday can play with it. but the thought of cleaning it kills me at times.
i dont have to clean it when at work cos the auntie there will do the cleaning.
sigh. can i have an auto- cleaning coffee machine?

slept so much today. 12 hours straight.
thanks to ying or else i will really be late for work.
seriously. it'll be very dumb to tell the person there that i'm late for work cos i overslept and i start work at 4 pm?
haha. so yea. good to have someone around right?

ding dong bell, pussy's in the well...
who put her in?
... forgot liao....
i'm bored!
bleah.