random thoughts

hmm.

basically i dont have much to blog about.
boring life.

yesterday met up with jc class.
essential brew has rather nice ambience.
lovely.
but the food is rather normal.
in fact, nothing special.
then stay-overed at joel's place and watched pirates of the carribean.
like finally.
haha. i'm how damn out-dated.

completed watching gundam seed series.
50 eps in all.
gonna start watching others.
haha. i'm crazy.

today packed up my place.
and of course packed up stuff to bring to hostel.
tmr's the last chance to bring everything.
then i'm gonna start hostel life.
gosh.
haha.

just woke up after sleeping for hours.
i wonder if i can fall asleep tonight.
gosh.

sigh

i feel like crying.
damn it.
now have to use my sis' laptop to online.
simply cos my laptop is giving some problems about accessing the internet.

i'm upset cos i cant do anything about it.
i hate it when i'm so dumb.
i dont know what to do about the laptop.
totally have no idea.

sigh.
i wish i can get it done.
yet i dont know a single thing about how to deal with it.
argh.
stressed.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

extreme mugger mode

what a week to start off with.
kind of not very used to school i guess.
in a huge mess.

i just realised that i missed the first lecture of this week.
monday's lecture wasnt cancelled.
but i didnt know.
stupid la.
they didnt teach me how to access the online announcements.
now it's so dumb.
i'll have to read the notes and figure it out myself.
until i can get help.
argh.

and tmr there's an assignment due.
hope i dont screw things up anymore.

went to get a laundry rack today.
thanks to ps who accompanied me all the way down to carrefour.
and helping me lug it at the expense of her glam.
simply cos i had to lug my laptop too.

well.
gonna have class tmr.
sigh. moving to hostel from next week onwards.
i hope i dont screw things up.

pissed

those who most probably saw my face tonight can tell that i am super bloody hell pissed.
haha. i think that person most probably is linda and the others around the hall.

today had some initiation run.
which started at 6.30 pm.
basically there was lecture today in the morn from 10.30 to 12.30.
first feel of really back to school.
copying notes.
then nbs had some talk that lasted for super long.
all the way till 4 plus.
then i was how lucky to be the chosen one to report earlier by an hour to the hall for the event thing.
stupid.
bleh.

then ran around although i am supposed to be on mc.
played station games somemore.
argh.
what the la. i havent moved most of my things to hall and i intend to do that only like by monday.
when i'll start camping there.
argh.
then end up only end at 11 plus.
dirty, wet.
argh
damn shit.
anyhow shower then had to rush to catch bus back home la.
i boarded the last bus home. phew.
damn it la.
i'm pissed until i can kill someone liao.
arghhhhh.

then now then reach home.
super shag.
tmr gonna have flag day.
i pray that things will be fine.
gosh. with the nkf scandal.
i wonder if i'll face any danger tmr.
haha.

first day of school

nothing much in school today basically.
went for lunch with linda at jp.
then after that headed for school.
went to the room to dump our stuff first.

basically i was still very tired.
very much worn out.
either cos i'm not used to school starting.
or i'm just too sick to concentrate.

anyway.
took pics of my room, which i shall post at my class blog.
haha. i'm so proud of it.
cos ps came to take a look and commented that it's super neat.
some great achievement for me i guess.
haha.

not going to move in to stay until next week though.
cos first week of school seems rather shitty still.
bleh.

yesterday went to airport to send danxu off and took a pic with her.
i look rather shag in the pic.
but well, it's the first photo that i shall be posting with my new haircut. :)

looking back

just some random thoughts before i go off to sleep.
school's finally starting.
and that signifies the end of my close to 8 months long break.

changes that went through these few months.
i seriously would nvr ever have imagined.
just 8 months and i think there's a lot in me that have changed.
some things in me that are different from where i left off.
i cant imagine what will happen years down the road.
far more changes that i can ever ever imagine.

so.
a rather quick run through of what i went through this long break.

went on my first trip to thailand right after the end of a levels.
first time there.
and although the things are relatively much cheaper, i dont really want to go there again.
dont really like being somewhere i dont know how to communicate with the people.
makes me feel unsafe and dumb.
but no doubt had loads of first hand experience on many things.
the walk under the sea, the banana boat ride that left me stranded some distance off the shore.

prom. the first time i ever go for a prom night.
and the only thing i did was to eat and take photo with the few people i know.
of course, despite all. there's the wonderful memories left.

after which, i impulsively cut my long hair which i had for around 2 years.
and whined so much about it being short when it was close to april this year.
cos the hair was kind of messy at the midlength then.

started this blog. some days before my sis left for atlanta i think.
and now it's flooded with my crap.
it's been months long.

spent my first chinese new year without my sis.
kind of awkward to not have her around.
honestly, the only thing i love about cny is the food and the angbao.

watched constantine.
watched hide n seek.
in february.

met a few of my online friends that i knew through gb.
the one and only meeting that i ever attended.
very anti-social on my part.
but well.
i'm a busy person.

got my a level results.
finally progressed from o level to a level cert.
some higher level.
and of course obtained results i would dream of getting.
was really really glad about that.
watched hitch.

spent close to 50 bucks on the very first short skirt that i bought.
which isnt really very short from other's point of view.
short imo.
after which, more skirts came along the way.
i was splurging like mad on stuff.
well. there was gss after that what.

spent my first time camping at the airport.
waiting for my sis to come back from atlanta.
a rather interesting experience.
totally spent my time reading and trying to stay awake.
but the airport is cool the way it is.
was super duper happy that sis got back.
although at first her luggage didnt.
and it was good that she actually got it back in the end.
cos that was how i managed to try chocs from us.
way too cool. ever since then i have been complaining that i want to go on a trip.

watched robots.
watched star wars.

started attending abt classes in the morn for saturdays.
part of my plan to keep fit.
hmm...

had a birthday party for my sis.
it was a cum my birthday.
but well. mine wasnt a big deal.
so kind of. my birthday passed just like that. and i have turned 19.

watched madagascar.
and totally became in love with that cute song.
watched mr and mrs smith.
saw how good looking brad pitt was and how gorgeous angelina jolie was.

went for girl's stayover at jiaying's place.
although it was a small group.
we shared a lot of things among us.
wonder when's the next time we'll ever get to spend such time together.
everyone is gonna move on already.

watched initial d.
totally loved the song, totally liked edison in the show. how cool.

got a new haircut.
and now i'm very much happy with it.
and highlighted my hair for the first time ever in my entire life.
of course, i feel very happy when people comment that it's nice.
proves that i didnt waste my money. :)

went for the first orientation camp this year.
totally wore myself out.
got myself a new nickname which i think it's a total joke.
got myself into some mess that i would totally smear my own name.
gosh. need to hide my face in some deep pit. and hope that i dont fall deeper. bleh.

of course, there's a lot. i cant really remember all.
and of course, there are some that i rather not mention.
but well.
school's starting.
another beginning.
becoming a freshmen in ntu.
hopefully, a new start. a good start.

8 months,
not too long,
not too short.

but the things that happen.
the little memories here and there.
i guess. they are the ones that will ultimately bring me to where i am supposed to be at.
trying to walk down the path.
adapting to the changes.
and trying to face the new ones that will come along.
whatever it is.
moving on.

maybe someday i will finally get to experience this.

"There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered."

~ Nelson Mandela ~

updates

loads of update to be done.
finally got back from camp.
had been away for the past week, in case most people didnt realised.

had been away at hall orientation camp.
general comments: super fun but super shag.
i' worn out.

dont really want to go into details of the camp.
cos i think it would be too draggy to mention everything here.

basically there was a lot of cheering for games.
to the extent that i am now have a super hoarse voice.
which makes me really upset.
dont think i'll even be able to sing properly.
sobs.
hopefully, i'll recover soon.

got back yesterday.
and was down with fever.
hit 38.8 degree celsius.
gosh. felt really sick.
but much better now with enough rest.
taking my medication properly.
i want to be well and alive again.

school's starting.
hope things will be well.
:)