drained

been really busy these few days.
and i just got back from battlefield.
haha. sounds really exaggerated.
but well. i have never realised that agms can be that freaky.

time to reflect on what i've landed myself into.
horrid horrid horrid.
i'm stressed.
but well. stress is motivation in some form.
my goal - to meet the deadlines and shut people's mouths from complaining.
seriously, not that i say there isnt any problem.
but i really want to do something about the problem.
since i've already got myself into some shit.
haha.
i wouldnt want to sink deeper.

been really deprived of sleep these few days.
almost couldnt wake up for tuesday and wednesday class.
gosh. thanks to linda. i could make it for class.
i couldnt be awakened by my alarm. so she had to help wake me up.
gosh. really. thanks.
and cos of my meetings that take up hours, she's there to help out.
my my.

gonna have to begin a shit schedule.
activities, school, tutoring.
juggle juggle juggle.
man, by end of uni, i'll be some pro.

haha. lalala.
whatever it is. gonna have to make it through.
nonetheless, i appreciate the sweet things in life.
tutoring can be shag.
but really lovely to receive something from my student today. a notebook. but still a really really sweet gesture. and of course, sms from another one.
:)
zhien gonna chiong and make it through!

tough luck

finally got something to do on my weekend.
at first planned to go ice-skating with cheryl, winnie and shirley.
havent ice-skated before so thought no harm trying.
but end up the rink is closed early today at 7.30 cos of some thing they organising there.
sigh. no luck.

end up deciding to go play pool at bukit timah. so took bus all the way down.
was dozing off on the bus la. how anti-social.
bleh.

then found the place. end up no table yet so put on waiting list.
then walked around. cos got nothing to do, went walking around courts, which was kind of lame.
but well. at least that passed time.
then got contacted and wanted to go play le.
end up they didnt allow us to play cos of age limit.
sigh.

after that thought of going to elsewhere to play.
ended up in paradiz there playing.
played for one plus hour i think.

wasted quite a fair bit of time cos no luck and end up walking around.
but after that got home.

well. so long since i met them. kind of good to catch up i guess.
although like dont know what to say.
but well, who ask me so anti-social last time.
bleh.

whatever. back to chionging tutorials. hopefully i can really get things done.
i am super unproductive during weekends.
major weekend slacker weekday mugger zhien!

lovely

one week pass again.
time is passing.
break is drewing near.
which also means more things are setting in.
and exam dates are coming nearer too.

had a really busy week.
since sunday night, i havent been able to sleep earlier than 2 am.
last night was the latest. although there isnt classes today.
slept at 4 am. but well. at least got 6 hours of sleep.

next week gonna be a busy week too.
monday gonna have a graded presentation.
hope i get pass that. it's gonna be so freaking.
sigh.

my quest for this weekend is to finish up my tutorials for the coming week.
5 modules of tutorials. already down with 3. [by skipping some that i really cant do]
gonna have to chiong them all since i'm not gonna have time to do them on the weekday nights.
sigh. this is so stressing.

deprived.
need to go out and really have some fun.
dont really want to be stuck with "business" all the time.
school. project. school activities.
sigh. my life cant revolve around all these.

and i received this nokia newsletter today.
find the phone rather lovely.
dont know la. others may not agree. i have lousy taste.
haha.
very samsung like.
but i think it suits what i have in mind.
nokia phone. cos i very used to it.
flip phone. hehe.
silver in colour. lala.
but also dont really know if the features are that good.
haha.
but well. time to dream and hope to get it before i get deterred from getting it.

lazy

the laziness is getting into me.
gosh.
very tired.
4 consecutive nights sleeping later than 2 am.
only had around 4 hours plus of sleep for the previous night.

met up early in the morning with the group to get things done.
then end up having to miss the 10.30 am lecture.
i feel so damn shit.
miss lecture later dont understand what is going on.
it's super crap.
alamak.
help me la.

now i'm so tired.
losing the momentum to do anything.
but i'll need to start doing tutorials for next week cos i'll be so busy for the next week to do them.
argh. gosh.
some divine powers please help me.

bleh.

school's in

back in school.
chionging ever again.
things are starting to get busy and i really hate the way my schedule is packed to the max.

been getting rather stressed out by a group written report that is due on thursday this week at 1 pm. (see how precise the deadline is? gosh!)
currently, the word count still hangs way above the word limit and i wonder how much can be slashed.
and my group mates have yet to give me the latest copy of the written report, which really worries me.
want to try to start cutting down on the words but i simply cant cos i dont have the latest one.

came back to hall on sunday and have already been called to a meeting.
starting to feel like i'm some regular.
really funny lor. as if 随传随到 like that. on 24-hour alert.
so had to attend a hall meeting from 11.30 pm all the way till 2 am.
end up sleeping only at 2 plus.

monday had a totally horrid day.
started having group discussion at 9 am for the written report thing.
then went for class at from 10.30 am to 2.30 pm.
then continued with group discussion which end up didnt achieving much.
then had another discussion with another group for the presentation for wednesday (tmr).
argh. after that then finally got a break.
had dinner then slack around a bit.
joined in inter-wing games. played floorball. haha.
so long since i played that.
so dumb. tripped over an opponent's stick and fell. how totally embarrassing.
cos our game was scheduled at 12 am, ended up sleeping at 2 plus AGAIN.

today.
had class early at 8.30 am.
today is a rather short day of school so i guess it was not that bad.
after class. went to play badminton with sis till 2. after that lunched with her at canteen 2.
went for group discussion AGAIN (omg) at 3 pm. then spent 3 hours going through the whole report. organising the ideas and slashing out unnecessary parts.
till it was 6 pm. ended up with a slightly lower word count but a rather organised report.
hopefully tmr can get things done soon. i'm so freaked out.
have enough of all these liao.
it's sickening to meet up and meet up and meet up and not get sthg productive.
argh.
*bang head*
after that had a meeting to discuss hall stuff. had to help out a bit.
came back to room.
was supposed to do cleaning up. but well, we pushed it back AGAIN.
went jogging around certain parts of the campus with linda.
quite bad ah. so long nvr follow my jogging routine, become highly unhealthy.
gosh.
now waiting for laundry stuff to be done.
gonna have to sleep at 2 plus am AGAIN.

3 consecutive nights. tmr might just be the 4th.
cos the deadline of the written report.
and i have tutorials for thursday to complete before i sleep.
gonna be late by the time i get back to hall from tutoring. sigh.
this is so crap.

stress. squeezed dry of time.

bleh. i'm ranting like mad.
lalalalalala.

weekend

a joy to get back home. bum around during the weekends.
i'm making it a point to finish as much of my schoolwork on friday before i get home.
such that when i'm home i really get to enjoy every minute and second of it.

when i got back. finally got to see the little surprise that ying had for me.
really sweet of her to have written a note for me.
thanks girl.
i was so happy to read it la.
girl! i brought the note to hostel. will read it when i feel like it. again and again.

it's wonderful.
i finally got chance to catch up with animes.
caught eps 145 and 146 of naruto after so long.
and watched so much of gundam seed destiny that i've practically exhausted the eps that i have.
gonna have to get more of them.
:)

and finally got to eat at nydc.
went with sis.
lovely meal.
had mushroom ham baked pasta. yummy delicious!
and cream of mushroom was the soup of the day. and i must say the cream of mushroom is so so so splendid. gosh.
too bad we both were so full to get the great desserts. hehe. some other time la.
gonna have to work out all those that i have taken in la. :(
but still. i've managed to satisfy my own craving. hehe.

and mum baked fish fillet for me. so nice of her.
now i seem like to be so pampered.
getting back home. mum would make nice things if she can.
both ying and her who really wouldnt get to see me till the weekends would really be nice to make my weekend really good.

the pleasures of having a really wonderful family.
i like the way they care for me.
i guess in this world. they are the rare few who would really care from deep down within.
sis, ying and mum. love ya lots!
thanks for the wonderful weekend!

now planning how to put photos in my room. hehe. i want pics of my family!

my list of hunks!

hehe. some crappy entry that i thought of.
it's gonna sound super bimbotic. lalala.
in no order of merit ok?
i just think they are amazing anime characters!

hunk#1

my my my.
look at that super duper nice looking smile.
he's edward. edward elric from full metal alchemist.
well. he is the full metal alchemist.
damn cool. he's super good at alchemy. talented soul.
my my. should see the way he performs alchemy without having to draw a transmutation circle.
how lovely. how cool. how damn shiok.
*screams*
those who watch full metal alchemist would definitely agree with me that he's good at alchemy and definitely is a good brother! oh my. how wonderful he is.

hunk#2

next up is roy mustang. another character from fma.
my my. a total ladies-magnet in the show. and he really is.
so cool. he's the flame alchemist. like ed, he's another state alchemist.
but he's indeed really really cool. cos his rank is super high. gets his promotion like nobody's business.
colonel mustang! ahhhhhhhh.
he looks forever damn cool.
and of course, he's smart. brains and all.
the calibre.
*faints*

hunk#3

please for goodness sake dont ask me who this is.
i'll whack you.
obviously it is naruto! uzumaki naruto. lalala.
the best ninja in his team in my opinion. haha. i think he's better than sasuke. sry those sasuke fans. but well, i'm biased. i like him better.
and simply cos of that. i didnt include sasuke in my entry. haha.
but well. naruto is really one cheeky fellow. really very funny guy.
he's good at his ninja techniques although he forever takes long to learn them.
but watching so much eps right, cant help it. the heart will melt when you see him try so hard.
aiyo. he's such a dear thing.
and his determination - cant help but be impressed.
he's definitely one guy that makes good his promise!

hunk#4

*scream scream and more screams*
athrun zala. one of the characters in gundam seed and gundam seed destiny.
my my. a really damn good co-ordinator.
pilot of aegis. then pilot of justice. pilot of saviour.
all 3 are red mobile suits. and he looks really suave in them.
he's really good with them.
although at times i feel he can be so dumb that i feel like whacking him on the head. haha.
but well. it's just part of the show.
and yeap. nonetheless, he's still cool and talented.
fantastic friend.
*drools*

hunk#5

another really cool co-ordinator.
kira yamato.
pilot of strike. after that piloted freedom.
a total genius. even athrun can be defeated by him.
he's created to be an elite co-ordinator.
really good with the gundam. he was able to change the operating system of his own mobile suit such that no one else but him can pilot it.
and he came up with the os for other mobile suits such that naturals can use them and then end up producing the same kind of powerful effect like a co-ordinator.
a guy driven by strong emotions. sometimes rather indecisive.
but still. he's one impressive dude when on the gundam.
*wooooooooooo*

that's my list for now. 5 interesting hunks in my opinion.
they are cool. suave. totally awesome.
haha.
dumb entry but well. just for fun! :)
my own pleasure that is.