6A rocks

hehehe.
had a dinner gathering today.
rushed down to heeren's billy bombers right after today's matches.
thanks linda for coming back to hall and cab to town with me!

i love the milkshake at billy bombers.
whoever.
try the banana flavour one!
hehe. it's really marvellous.
hehe.
but for today i took cookies n cream!
woolala too.

hehe.
stayed at billy bombers for some time.
took pics.
not with my camera though.
it died after the games today.
haha. and left it with the head so that can transfer the pics while i'm out.
hehehe.

then went to the balcony.
8 of us ordered 4 drinks to share.
at first the waitress was insisting that it's a house rule to each get a drink.
but we kind of ignored that.
no clause stated anywhere what!
linda and i shared cosmopolitan cocktail.
the rest ordered some other cocktail.
and seriously i dont find it nice.
haha.
expensive leh.

the ambience there was ok la.
not really splendid.
in fact, it isnt really classy i think.
and that waitress doesnt seem nice.
lol.
i have this thing against people easily recently.
lol.
dont mess with a highly irritable girl.

after that walked down to plaza singapura.
on the way took some pics.
centrepoint's melt-in-your-mouth xmas decor.
and gary's ultimate zi lian-ing.
haha.
cool.
then went to drink at macs.
hehe. cos very thirsty.

rushed back after that.
missed the last bus to get back to hall though.
so end up cabbing back.
haha.

wasting a lot of money leh.
hehehe.
midnight surcharges are horrid though.
it cost me close to 7 bucks to get from jp to hall.
i think i could have spent around the same amt getting back from hall to home in the day.
haha.

but yea.
i agree with linda that it was a nice outing.
hehe.

the guys have the pictures though.
hehe. will have to get from them again!

happy notes

today is happy day.
lightened workload.

took some shots with my digital camera.
sigh i wish i am a professional photographer!


guess wat this is?
it's a structure over at the nie hockey pitch there. i just took the top of it. with the clear blue sky in the morning.

wat is this then?
sis asked the best question when i asked her if the pic is nice. she said, "wat's that?"
another friend said it looks like hair.
gosh. so there goes my abstract shot.
it's the heavy rain at 7 pm or so.
the light shone from right top.

this is nie pe block.
looks like a resort right? hehe.

amazing how pictures can turn out.

school's starting in a week's time.
time to live life to the fullest!

christmas affair

christmas eve.
silent night.
was spent sleeping.
yes.
i came back from hall.
then sleep.
intended to take an hour's nap.
end up waking up after sleeping for close to 3 hours.
after that watched wo de ye man shi jie on scv.
interesting show.
some parts are indeed tear jerkers.
maybe it's just me.
haha.

yes and after that online.
that's when the joke about an engagement with my hall came about.
the person shall not be named.
own up!
haha.
yes i was very preoccupied with hall stuff.
so i just said i am engaged to my hall.
and then comes the marriage thing.
after this christmas break it's gonna be back to hall again.
a bit no life.
but well.
it'll pass.
and i cant wait.

christmas day.
white christmas.
something i would dream of.
i want to be able to spend christmas once outside singapore.
elsewhere with snow.
maybe switzerland.
i love that place out of no reason.
but yes. it would be nice to at least experience once.
i still love it back here.
but a unique christmas experience would be really pleasant too.

late morning went with sis to my kindergarten church.
don got baptised.
food for thought.
what is christmas to you?
that was what the pastor shared for today's sermon.
christmas.
a time of sharing? giving? romance? joy?
a time to spread the love of jesus christ?
a time for reunion?
or simply nothing?

came home and slept again.
yes i am sleeping a lot.
woke up after sleeping close to 4 hours.
then after that planned for dinner with sis and don.

went holland v.
ate nydc. yes my fav!
thanks don for the treat! hehehe.



more pics with sis's hp.
hehe. wait till she uploads them then.
her phone is damn cool.

have a merry merry christmas.
christmas lasts for 12 days.
so enjoy while you can.

ups and downs

close to a week without a new entry.
and in this period of six days.
i felt that things were so routinal that i've got nothing interesting to blog about.
i felt too tired to blog even though i had pleasant things to share.
i felt too shag to blog even though i had things to complain about.
yes. indeed it was a week full of ups and downs.
minor ones though.
so now i shall blog a little.
might be a long entry.
hehe. i dont know. shall see how this goes.

here goes.

went canvassing money for the wsc sub-com i am in on sunday.
the group of us were assigned to 18 blocks of hdb flats in the hougang area.
karung guni-ing.
it was quite fun.
yes. shag.
but i guess it's the people you are with.
the group of them are really nice people to be with.
and they joke. they talk.
they make things seem so enjoyable.

went tutoring on the same day.
and ended up really tired.
but well. it was a fruitful sunday.
at least i spent time doing sthg useful.

monday was stuck at doing the hall games.
and then after that had to prepare for the sub-com event.
was totally worn out.
another day that i wished i can be home soon.

tuesday to thursday i was at my sub-com event.
kid's world.
really glad that sis helped out as a volunteer.
her company was really great.
yes. i was the group leader.
the super duper high group leader.
haha.
had to lead a bunch of kids with the help of volunteers from ntu.
day 1 was a sports carnival.
so there was pool games.
i almost got dunked into the swimming pool.
and sis didnt help me get away. eeks. haha.
but still i got away.
did it myself.
haha. i was screaming so loudly that they just gave up.
day 2 was amazing race at sentosa.
and yes indeed it was amazing.
the group i leaded took the second longest route among the ten that we've planned.
and we came in first.
woohoo.
i love those kids in my group.
they are a small group.
and a controllable bunch of kids.
and sentosa is a really nice place.
love the sandy beach.
love the musical fountain.
yes. the show is damn fantastic.
day 3 was back in ntu again.
christmas party.
whole load of fun.
last day of the event and one boy in my group was so sweet.
he got stuff for me and those volunteers in the group.
and of course we gave them stuff.

through the event i learnt a lot.
one. it isnt easy leading a group. haha. i get too fierce at times.
two. it's easy to lose your voice. i lost mine by the third day. now i sound so hoarse.
three. it's great being a child. no one will blame them for being too straight-forward.
four. it's great being an adult guiding those children. cos you learn to make them listen. you learn to communicate. and you share the joy of them being children.
five. it's good to feel happy even while you are busy. the three days was really tiring. but i enjoyed every part of the camp. lovely people that we work with. lovely children.
six. noisy roommates can capture the attention of a lot of people. haha. linda and i were both gls and we make such a din whenever our groups compete. haha.
yes three days of fully loaded fun.

of course.
during the three days.
i had to give up the stuff to do for jcrc.
so end up i got myself in a rather big mess too.

i got so stressed.
each night i get back from the event.
shag and tired and deprived of rest.
i still have to try and keep my eyes wide open to face the computer and come up with layouts for the articles.
i feel totally worn out.

had already told the head that i would really be occupied for the three days.
and would be best for him to delegate the task to the people in our sub-com.
to do the work instead of us doing it.
yet. i end up still having to do part of the work.
cos he delegates the job between the two of us.

and on wednesday, day2 of the camp.
i was called up when i was at amazing race at sentosa by one of the jcrc people.
was asking me where i was and i told them at my sub-com event.
they needed help for people to empire games but i told them i cant be down.
ended up. that night. i was told the jcrc people werent quite happy about me being at the event while they are busy.
like wtf? i did say beforehand that i would not be available this period of time.
and it's not as if i was enjoying myself.
i am equally busy and tired.
shitty people.
i think it's just too much to comment about me just for one thing i couldnt go down.
and the first time it was because of my sub-com's event.
the past 2 weeks i have been consistently trying to help out at the inter-hall games.
dont think it's fair for them to judge me. and comment.
aiya. watever.
i've come to terms.
i've got nothing to lose.
if i get freaking pissed, i'll just move out of hall. and quit the jcrc.
the only major consequence is getting condemned by them and most people in hall.
but well. they are just mere acquaintances that i really cant be bothered with at times.
so i dont really care.
the only problem is i would feel as if i am damn irresponsible.
although it has been too much to take.
and i wonder what might possibly happen to my resume. *this is way off though*

back to handling hall games today.
still trying to do what i can.
sometimes i hate myself.
i get freaking pissed.
i complain.
but things dont change.
and neither do i.
i still continue taking the shit.
doing the work.
dumb.

got back results also during this period of six days.
didnt do quite well.
but there isnt really anything i can do.
except to work harder next semester.
and more semesters to come.
sigh.
all the talk about straight 'a's.
so far from it.

plus. haha.
went for a trim today.
then highlighted my hair.
so now i've got red streaks.
hehehehe.
i'm loving it.
haha.

christmas in 2 days' time.
i havent got myself those presents off my wish-list though.
hehe. got to work harder for them!

glad

i've got things to be glad of.

a really big thank you to those who get worried over me cos of my prev few entries.
i'm really doing fine.
the past week.
things have improved quite a fair bit.
i dont get that much shit already.
i guess the prev week was the start and both the ic and i were very stressed out.
there are still some issues at times but it's not that hard to resolve already.
coming to the end of the second week of the interhall games.
and i guess i'm quite drained enough already.
i think on my part i didnt really make plans very well.
so both the ic and i keep wearing each other out.
but at least he was nice enough to drive the few of us around to take photos of the matches.
back to hall and all.
so i guess it helps to save time waiting for the shuttle bus.
or even the tiredness walking back to hall from the sports complex.

so yes. i am fine.
really. thank you.
i'll do fine.
hehe.

and yes i am getting so much more tanned.
cos going down to the matches and taking photos and supporting.
under the sun of more than 4 hours each day.
i a really lousy tan.
haha. but ya i am becoming darker.
at least i dont look pale.
haha.

next week i am gonna have a 3-day camp.
so have to leave the job to the ic.
gonna be quite chaotic but i seriously hope things will turn out fine.
or else i feel kind of bad too.
afterall. i know it's tough having so much to do.

only got back home this afternoon and i'll have to be back tmr night i guess.
sadly.
being back home is really cool.
i managed to get some rest just now.
watched a little of shrek.
then watch lotr.
got so fascinated by frodo's lovely eyes and the suave appearance of legolas.
haha. even sis was laughing at me.
after that watched love at havard.
haha.
i am a slacker when i really get a break.
haha.

tmr gonna go garang guni.
haha.
canvassing for the camp next week.
hehe.
after that gonna have to go tutor.
i hope i survive.
hehe.
a few more weeks.
then school starts.
and hopefully the workload lessens.

positivity helps i guess.
there are things i simply look forward to.

written in the stars

cos when i look at my life
how the pieces fall into place
it just wouldnt rhyme without you
and when i see how my path
seem to end up before your face
the state of my heart
the place where we are
was written in the stars

i love stars.
i wonder why.
but i just did.

stars.
those little things that shine in the skies.
that adds a little brightness to the dark night sky.

stars.
it's often said that.
it's not that they are not around in the day.
but just that the sun's brightness hid them up.
at night. when darkness fall.
they put their light into good use.
to shine and light the skies.

stars.
i wish i am.
that i am someone's star.
to lighten up the darkness moments.
to be always there.
although it means being hidden at times.
being unacknowledged.

however.
everything sounds like a fantasy.
a childish belief.

maybe.
i dont know.
my fate might just be written in the stars.
or maybe.
my wishes are written in the stars.
and i'm waiting for the moment those stars fall from the sky onto my land.
and tell me that my wishes are coming true.

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back at home this weekend.
tmr gonna go back to hall.
sigh.
how i wish i've got more time back here.

sometimes life just sucks.
but i guess it'll be better.

time doesnt heal.
but it allows us to forget.

:)