recce trip

another day of waking up early.

went sentosa today with vm people.
aim was to check out the place for amazing race for kid's world.
went palawan beach first and then walked to tanjong beach.
settled for tanjong beach for beach games.
hehe.

after that picked out some spots from the map.
and went walking around the various places to hunt for other spots.
i guess on the actual day i'll be leading those groups running around like mad.
haha.
gonna be damn tiring.
i realised.
some places are so darn inaccessible.
and honestly. i guess i'll be so much more familiar with sentosa after this.
wahaha.
can find part-time job there next time maybe?

here are some pics.

sentosa

the musical fountain at day. doesnt look quite pleasing huh?

the merlion. yes it looks do dirty now. i used to be pure white i think.

guess wat this is? it used to be asian village. now it's like a ruined place. sadly.

yea. conclusion.

sentosa is kind of in a mess now.

with the construction and all.

but i guess it's a nice hang out place.

if there is sufficient time to go around.

looking forward to the event!

shall go run round parts of sentosa.

also means more work to settle though.

back to tutoring on wed.

gonna have to work harder.

and make sure the child gets her grades.

sigh. or else i'll feel like such a failure.

hmmmm.

get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

saw this on ying's blog and just simply tried it.
;)
click here to try it out for yourself. :)

first

first time.
i woke up before 8 am.
since exams ended.

first trip.
to the new hall.
yes. it's a pretty place.
though it's gonna be more inconvenient.
i like it.
posh.
looks like a condominium to me.
wahahaha.
luxury.
it's gonna be a nice place i guess.
but nothing is confirmed about the date of moving.
and the rental price.

hall bitter hall

back in hall.
alone.
hall alone.
yes. chiew lin and linda are still in thailand.
so i'm stuck here.
alone.

back today for meeting.
and then after that hall stuff.

got help for the layout.
yes. and i'm finally done with it.
was editing the afternoon after the hall stuff.
phew. thank goodness.
but there's more work to be done.
i better get started soon.

then edwin came over to get stuff.
so nice to wait till it's dinner time then accompany me go dinner.
haha. since i'm hall alone.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i miss home.
i wanna go home.
too bad tmr morn got stuff.
after tmr morn i gonna go home.
yes home.
i want the tv.
i want company.
sob sob.

dinner was good.
haha.
i ate so much.
ate at canteen 2.
chicken rice.
then had cookies n cream ice-cream on waffle.
then barley drink.
haha. then decided i should walk back to hall instead.
haha.

just got back.
and then still very full.

thankfully. the layout. he finally say ok.
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
shiok. done done done!

argh

i hate a 4-letter word.
r-e-d-o.
bloody hell.
i've got to redo.
damn damn damn.
he sucks.

horrid fellow.
ahhhhhhhhh.
zhi'en's on a killing spree.
i'm pissed. pissed. darn pissed.

so sian diao.
i actually made an effort to do.
and then have to redo.
darn it.
how to finish by tonight?

now i'm stuck.
need sis to be back.
cos i really have no idea how to use freehand.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
how how.
photoshop still can play around a little.
freehand i'm totally lost.
shit this.
have to redo.
argh.
stress.
stress.
omg omg.

sucks la him.
horrible guy.
curses and swears.
blehh.
in the first place. yes he did e-mail to say that must use freehand.
but the guy that did the border did it on photoshop.
and i really dont know how to transfer wat.
then he should have given instructions on how to bring that border to freehand to do.
omg.
stupid.
then now he say cannot convert.
can only redo.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
damn damn damn.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
stupid guy.
sucks.
blehh.
he's horrible horrible horrible.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
damn it!

then i accepted a photoshop format work from one of the people from the team.
then he asked like.
why you accept.
photoshop format cannot. must do in freehand.
then i was like? huh? like wat the hell.
he wasnt online. so the guy transferred the files to me.
since he'll be overseas during the time it'll be the deadline for submission.
like that also my fault.
wah kao eh.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
hen tao yan.
tao yan tao yan.
jiu ming a.
wo yu jian le she me guai wu.

nu fa chong guan le la!

*screams*
help ah~

saturday night fever

haha.
ok.
that's a nonsense title.

just got done with my layout.
so called done.
gonna let sis take a look tmr.
hopefully i can get pass this.
dont really think it's fantastic.
so my head might just treat it as junk i guess.
sigh.

supposed an outing with the ob class today.
but end up kind of a small group.
7 people.
haha.
which is the gang of 6 with the same time table.
including another fellow classmate.

haha.
went marche at suntec.
quite a handful of people were late.
so end up we only manage to get into marche and sit down for the meal 1 hour pass the meeting time.
haha.
was talking so much nonsense.
i think i've got the high before the stress.
haha.
was super suan-ing edwin until he almost couldnt take it.
haha.
but yea. kind of made a small celebration for peiyi's and edwin's b'day.

during the meal.
i think samuel suggested taking photo.
and i think my reaction was too fast. i said "take what photo".
but the way it sounded seem like i was scolding him.
haha.
so dumb.
then after that he got the shocked look.
then never say anything.
wahhaha.
so end up.
the whole gang of us never take photo.
oops.
must have been me.
but seriously.
i was just purely blur.
no harm intended.
eeks.

after that didnt quite know what to do.
end up deciding to go play pool.
so the 7 of us packed into edwin's car and then off we go to somewhere near paradiz.
again. i think i was way too high.
as usual.
or maybe.
more high than usual.
yea. stress.
haha.
i think i was quite loud.
laughing and getting so highly excitable.
edwin was saying whenever i laugh like mad those people around will stare.
then he'll try to make me shut up.
wahahaha.
crap.
i need more control.

played around 1 plus hour of pool.
then edwin sent us to city hall mrt.
hehe.
got car damn shiok.
but i think i'll most prob be a lousy driver.
teeheehee.

more more.
my buddy got promoted.
haha.
sergeant now.
wahaha.
cool.
better pay.
higher rank.
hope that doesnt mean more tough work.
man. ns sounds fun sometimes.
yea. i'm going crazy.

lalalala.
i think i seriously need to restrain myself in public.
wahaha.
way too loud.
eeeks.
whoever.
next time please. seriously shut me up before anything.

dire désolé

saying sorry.
yes the title is french.

what does it take to say sorry.
in fact, it just takes a mouth.
honestly, that's what i think.
gone is the time when it takes pride or whatever else nonsense to say sorry.
now. all it takes seems like a mouth.
the word. can simply come out of the mouth as and when one pleases.
isnt it so?

sorry.
the word that has lost its meaning.
losts its power.
the power to mend a broken relationship.
the power to heal a broken heart.
the power to bring a smile to a broken soul.

what is the point of saying sorry when there's no meaning in it?
what is the point of saying sorry when it's just for to sake of saying it?
what is the point of saying sorry when nothing's gonna change?

i realised.
it's not just others saying sorry.
i doubt it bothers much to me any more.
it's also when i say sorry.
i think i have lost the time when saying sorry comes from within.
truly feeling sorry.
what is it like?

instead of saying.
oops sorry.
oh sorry about that.
erm. sorry i'll get it done right away.

why not think.
i'm sorry.
say it and mean it.

i guess it's time we seek the true meaning to words.
that we so often use.
yet we so often abuse.

lazy

slept at 6 plus am again.
eeeeee.
haha. was watching xun qin ji.
in the end woke up only close to 4 pm.
wahahhaha.
zhien is a lazy pig.

time to start work.
sigh. gonna have to settle the layout.
damn. i am so lazy.
dont really know how to do.
argh argh.
damn it.
deadlines.
deadlines.

went out for a while in the evening.
had dinner.
and bought a mickey t from gior.
hehe.
so cute so cute.
i like.

hehe. gonna get my lazy ass off whatever.

and start work.

wah haha.

i sense a bad week ahead.

blehh.

i hate this.

aw crap crap

crap crap crap.
i wrote an entry and blogger screwed up.
now the whole entry is gone.

boohoohoo.

shall try to recap what i said at this odd hour.

was saying that i am gradually losing track of time.
the days of the week. i keep messing it up.
the problem with holidays la.
i just get super absent-minded.
argh.

today went fish&co.
dinner with linda, chiewlin and ryan.
so it was oc outing plus ryan.
haha.
supposed to meet at dhoby ghaut mrt station.
so met linda and chiewlin there.
linda got her hair highlighted.
hehe. cool. but she keeps saying it's ah lian.
i dont think so lor.
if it's ah lian, i've been an ah lian for months.
haha.
uncle ryan was so blur. he was at the nel station control but we were at the north-south line station control.
end up deciding to meet at fish&co itself.

had dinner at the fish&co. the glass house one.
first time there.
and the place is really nice.
haha. nice ambience i guess.
there's a live band playing.
but not loud music though.
so it's just nice for dinner. and made the place kind of lively.
failed to get the seats upstairs though cos they were reserved.
ryan said the seats upstairs are nicer.
awwww.
maybe next time can jio people go there experience the upstairs seat.
wahaha. i'm mad.

four of us shared the seafood platter for two and fish and chips.
hehe. my all-time fav.
while we were there they sang the birthday song twice. haha.
so dumb.
cos there were people celebrating b'day.
so we got to hear the funny way the guy sang the bday song.
wahhaha.

after that headed for ps.
had secret recipe cakes for dessert.
hehe. so sinful.
i ought to start working out le.
lalalala.
i ordered almond coffee cos it said popular demand.
but it ended up not so fantastic.
so sad.
linda got chocolate banana and chiewlin took chocolate fudge.
yummy~
uncle ryan said he dont like desserts so end up ordering ice blended mocha or sthg.
even complained that it was so sweet.
-.-

after that we were so darn full.
but got nothing to do.
haha. end up deciding to walk to orchard and see what we can do.

the group of us talked along the way.
and so darn awkward.
cos dont really know how to include ryan into the conversation.
paiseh leh.
so walk walk walk all the way to orchard.and then decided to go take train back.

wahaha.
so dumb. hehe.
cos we could have took the train from ps there ah.
but end up walking to orchard mrt then take train.
lalala.

parted ways with linda and chiewlin at the platform cos they taking the train in the opp direction.
sigh.
the last time i gonna see them before they go off for the thailand trip.
have a safe trip girls! enjoy yourselves as much as you can.
i'll be stuck here having meetings. haha. sadded.

was so darn blur on the train la.
i thought ryan was getting off at city hall to change trains when in fact he was travelling in the same direction as me cos he's going back hall.
wahaha. made a fool out of myself.
dumbo.
blehh.

got back home slightly after 10.
didnt blog until now.
dont know why also.
and now blogger gives me prob. blehh.

now trying to help a friend with a project report.
i'm so darn drained.
so tired.
so shag.
argh.
brain-drain ah.
so took a break and blogged.
hehe.

deadlines coming up soon.
zhien gonna get started with proper work before i get screwed again.
lalala. die~

MIA mode off

back back!
apparently nobody misses me.
wahahaha.
my tag-board is so darn quiet.

got back only about an hour ago.
shall just try to sum up the 3-day trip with as few words as possible.

day 1 - 21st nov

boarded the coach at 6.30 am.
the bus ride was estimated to take 6 hrs long.
but ended up being 8 hrs or so.
only reached our hotel at 2 plus pm.

basically simply checked-in then got ready to walk around.
first we settled our lunch at this place. i forgot the name.
but yea. the food is damn ex.
rm12 for a plate of roasted pork rice. -.-
gosh.

went to buy tickets for harry potter show at 10.15 pm.
hehe. yes i watched harry potter there.
and it's darn cool.

after that my sisters, cousin and i went walking around to take a look at what we can do.
shopped around a little.
sis decided that we should go for the haunted adventure and ripley's believe it or not.
hehe.
the haunted adventure totally freaked me out. i shant mention the details.
it's just totally horrible.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
ripley's believe or not is a really fascinating place.
had so many exhibits of the most extraordinary things in the world.
stories of people with the weirdest skill in the world.
many many optical illusion tricks.
a really eye-opener.

one of the small little exhibits there

me at the ripley's believe it or not

after that went walking around and settled dinner.
went back to the hotel room for a rest before heading off for harry potter movie.

movie there cost only rm12.
which is so much cheaper that in singapore.
hehe.
and harry potter is good. wahahaha. i like. ;)

after the movie was bed-time. hehe.

day 2 - 22nd nov

breakfast was buffet at the hotel.
rather ok.
haha. i think there are better food around.
hehe.

after breakfast went to walk around first.
cos we were thinking of going to the outdoor theme park to play.
so had to let the food get digested.
or else we'll puke on the rides. ewww. hehe.

a pic i took with mum. early in the morning. we looked so tired. hehe.

a pic i took with my younger sis while my elder sis and cousin shopped.

went to the ticketing booth wanted to buy tickets to the outdoor theme park.

end up most of the rides were closed due to the wet mist.

the weather there was really cold and misty.

in the end we decided not to get tickets to the outdoor theme park.

sigh. how unlucky.

the rides look so thrilling. exciting and fun.

eeeeeeee.

wanted to go to the snow world. but then the ticket only allows entry for half an hr.

cannot bring in camera so only can purchase photos that they take for us.

so end up we thought that it wasnt worth the money.

i secretly took a picture of what is inside from outside of the place.

snow world

shopped around a little.

ying got sthg for herself from the fos store.

hehe.

in the end we decided to seek the other alternative.

which is to try the indoor theme park.

haha.

went on this 4d motion picture ride.

the animation was not fantastic but it was the first time i experience 4d motion picture rides.

haha. so when there's water splashed in the animation water is really splashed on you.

haha. cool right?

sis said those that she got to try at universal studios were so much better.

cool~

went on the indoor roller coaster.

tried the bumper car rides.

after that we went for baskin robins.

this really cool ice-cream shoppe.

haha. it's a brand of ice-cream unavailable in singapore.

so yea. went to get ice-cream despite the fact that genting is a cold place.

hehe.

and the ice-cream is really super nice. the flavours are interesting.

yippie. i love ice-cream.

me, my cousin and my sis with baskin robins ice-cream

after that met mum and aunt in the hotel room.

took the cable car down to another place.

haha. and the cable car ride was damn cool.

haha. i love the cable car ride.

for some reason.

went to shop around at this wholesale like place.

got loads of food.

mum crazily bought so much.

hehe.

sis, ying and i were so tired having to lug so much stuff that she bought.

haha. but she bought them for us la.

so i guess it makes perfect sense for us to help carry.

hehe.

after that was buffet dinner at the hotel.

and seriously.

the food sucks.

haha. totally.

the rice was hard.

the tofu was way too blend.

the vege couldnt be chewed.

the sotong wasnt qq one.

the dessert wasnt sweet enough.

only the tea was ok.

haha.

so all in all. dinner wasnt nice.

after dinner went to shop around for gifts.

and honestly i didnt bring a lot of money.

so sorry to those i never get gifts for.

i'll try get really nice christmas presents!

after shopping went back to the hotel room cos i was damn shag.

then started to feel breathless.

damn shit lor.

haha. i actually fell sick on the 2nd day of the trip.

thank goodness the trip was a short one.

managed to sleep well after troubling my mum for the whole night just to take care of me.

and then woke up healthy. :)

that's of course.

or else i wouldnt be here blogging.

day 3 - 23rd november

woke up late.

cos i needed all the rest i can get.

still had swollen eyes when i woke up.

and my head was darn heavy.

but thankfully it got much better.

went for buffet breakfast at the hotel again.

it's free what. why not.

haha.

then after that walked around.

bought some stuff for myself.

hehe.

and then after that went back to check out of the hotel room first.

deposited our stuff at the bell counter.

after that was arcade.

hehe.

tried the daytona.

but yea. stupid.

tried the ddr.

it totally didnt worked.

the screen shows cleared when nothing has been done.

wohoo.

tried this bash up thingy.

one whole row of sensors didnt work.

the only more fascinating one is photo hunt.

wahahha.

i love singapore arcades better.

ehehehe.

after that we went to starbucks.

hehe. i drank tall cappucino.

lovely and warm for the weather.

hehe.

after that got ready to get up on the bus back home.

took a pic with sis and mum

slept so much on the bus ride back.

hehe.

and now i'm back in singapore.

home sweet home.

really nice to be back.

cos ultimately i feel safer here.

more familiar with the stuff here.

in general.

the trip was ok la.

at least it was a good break off stuff.

but yea. i think i put on weight after eating so much.

and the complexion is getting from bad to worse.

eeks.

but i cant imagine life without hp. cos mine wasnt with roaming.

and then life without internet. i had my laptop but no connection.

life without enough money. haha. didnt convert enough ringgit.

and nice food. of course there are nice food in m'sia but it's a pity i didnt get to try.

life without people who can understand what you talking. the people dont really have good command of english. i had a hard time figuring out if i should try speaking in some other language.

zhien is home sweet home.

christmas soon.

more fun to come along.

hehe ;)

funday

sunday~
tmr gonna go off le.
hehe. so fast.
and i havent pack.
teehee.
so lazy.
hahahaha.
genting here i come.
theme park~
i cant wait.

today nothing much to do at home.
first time i wake up earlier than usual.
yesterday slept at 5.30 am.
woke up at 10.30 am or so le.
haha. dont know why also.
weird weird de.
lalalalala.

went holland v shop shop for stuff a little.
so that later can pack and get ready for the trip.

then went taka to pass mum sthg at her workplace.
and treated myself to ice-cream.
wahahaha.
see? venezia butterscotch ice-cream.
yummy!

tonight got harry potter and the chamber of secrets on tv.
hehe. gonna watch it i guess.
there seem to be no other better shows.
wahahaha.

hehe. off to fun land.
lalalalala.
holiday time!
a good break~
yippie.
zhien is jumping for joy!

baby

went my aunt's place after tuition.
hehe. my baby cousin is so cute.
so small.
haha. and his skin is really so baby smooth.
omg. if my skin is so good i'll be so darn happy.
haha. he's so cute!

and of course not to neglect her elder sis.
she's forever so hyper.
so cute also.
haha.
sis got her a sticker album.
watched her play with her stickers.
so mischievious. haha.
kawaii little girl.
and yea. she's smart.
haha.
her reaction to that pu wei zhi ye show so darn hilarious.
haha.

havent uploaded the pics from the digicam.
shall upload them when i've got the time.
hehe.
the two cute little darlings. hehe.
these are what i've got on my phone. hehe.

this is the baby boy! cute little sleeping child.

this is the sister and me. haha. the first shot was so blurred. she was happily playing with my phone. hehe.

freaky friday

haha. i just anyhow titled this.
cos it's friday.
and i dont really have in mind what to title my blog entry as.
it's just another random entry.

haha.
yesterday's supper was good.
i munched so much.
time to get started with work outs instead of woks out.
i'm freakingly eating too much.

so yea. the 3 of us ate. then after that went chiew lin's room.
so funny. end up online-ing there. and i hog her laptop.
yes. i didnt have my laptop with me.
linda one i used it to blog yesterday's entry.
so i intruded chiew lin's laptop after that.
ha. how horrid.
haha.
then we talk and talk and talk.
all the way till 6.30 am.
honestly, there wasnt much to talk abt.
haha. but yea. we just talked and talked.

then went to sleep.
supposed to wake up before 1o am.
cos after 10 the showers will not have hot water.
hostel shuts off the heater at certain times.
haha.
but linda and i were so tired.
such a funny scene.
i was awaken by my hp alarm.
then woke up in a daze.
then i asked linda. so are we going to wake up now and go and shower?
so dumb. we actually didnt even bother to get up to talk.
we were lying down. dreamy-ly chatting.
end up. conclusion. go and sleep.
haha.
only woke up slightly after 12 noon.
chiew lin and linda had to go medical centre for injection for their thailand trip.
so the stranded me. yes and without my laptop.
went to shower.
lunch packed up and lugged stuff back home.

went out with michael for dinner.
haha.
more than 10 months since i last saw him.
so funny fellow.
we were clueless about where to go.
and he described my attempt to take the train that he was on as "hijack".
-.-
gosh. and yea. "hijack" attempt successful.
end up deciding to go suntec.
haha.
then walked around the b1 level with all the food place.
went one round and couldnt really decide what to eat.
so many new food places.
omg.
haha. and the fish&co there looks beautifully designed.
classy.
the swensen's there is huge.
haha. lovely.

well. in the end dinner was nydc.
wahaha. i just love nydc.
haha. had vegetarian's fav.
hehe. i said i would get that next time i go nydc.
and i did.
he took my suggestion to eat mushroom ham.
but honestly saying. his facial expression tells me that he finds the food norm.
man. to me nydc is heavenly.
haha. zhien the mountain-turtle. that's why.
and yes. i got nydc as a dinner treat.
;)

after that walked around suntec.
bought yami yogurt.
haha. he tried some.
then walk all the way to the next tower just to buy coffee bean.
haha. then i decided that i should treat him to that.
since i got a dinner treat.
a little paiseh.
haha. li shang wang lai.
had ice blended mocha.
whipped cream.
splendid.
oh man.
sinful.
haha.

lovely food. great delights.
zhien the glutton. :)

after that walked all the way to take mrt back.
stopped by the bookstore and hmv at city link for a while.
haha. i'm tired.
i think i'm deprived of sleep.
2 consecutive days. i sleep at 6.30 am. and wake up at 12 plus pm.
man.
screwed up biological clock.
haha.

more fun to come.
i guess it's high time to get to exercise.
haha.

random entry

hehe. over at hall now.
gonna stay here for the night.
and then pack stuff back.
using linda's laptop now.
cos i brought mine back home.
so it's not in hall.
life without my laptop sucks.

kind of wasted a day today.
very slack yet i feel tired.

slept at 6.30 am today.
supposed to be my last night's sleep.
cos i wanted to catch xun qin ji.
slept till slightly after 12.
haha. my biological clock is so screwed.

went ikea today.
met linda after she catch harry potter.
hehe. time for me to go watch it too.
or else i wont know what to butt in when people talk about it.
haha.

dinner at ikea was great.
chicken wings.
cool.
and fries.
haha. highly sinful.
but coffee at ikea not nice.
haha. personal preference for others. haha.

after that walked around ikea.
hehe. trying to get ideas for nice christmas gifts for people.
haha. dont really celebrate christmas.
but kind of fun to blend into the atmosphere.

haha. back in hall after a long bus ride.
haha. totally feel like sleeping.

current plan for tonight.
haha. supper later!

;)
out to enjoy life.

but yea. sometimes happiness is on the surface.
not everyone around me are that happy.
a little affected at times.

zhien shall try to make it to santa's "nice" list.
cheer myself up.
and cheer people up.

the finishing line

finally.
made it to the finishing line.
to think i started a day earlier than my roomie.
only to end one day later.
haha. i cannot compete with her in marathon.

yeap. finally the end of exams.
dont really think i've done well.
but we'll see when the results are out.

went out with linda after exams.
hehe.
ate at pasta cafe.
jiaying, remember that time you brought us there for the single scoop ice-cream?
some of the sixa girls, haha. that may-june babies b'day celebration?
that's the place.
hehe.
i had linguine carborana today for dinner.
haha.
yeap. not bad not bad.

then after that we walked in the rain. light drizzle la.
to get to ps. meet chiew lin. our hall neighbour!
haha. 'romantic'.
linda and i were joking about it lor.
then were saying that 'romantic' not a must.
dont slip and fall and ma lu can liao.

so we walked all the way to ps.
then end up chiew lin was still having dinner.
haha. then walk around ps.

basically very slack.
then end up go mos burger drink milkshakes.
haha.
both of them outcast me one.
i drink coffee. they both take strawberry. -.-
after that went to play bishy bashy at the arcade.
haha.
saw those arcade machines with those that can draw out soft-toy one.
ah. i want those soft-toys.
too bad dont know how to play.
haha. gonna get someone help me play next time.
hehe.

exams end le.
hehe.
time to get things going and enjoy a break for a while.
tmr going to ikea with linda then go back hall.
hehe. shall go there and spend time packing things back.
friday might be out for dinner again.
wahahha.
saturday. tutor. might go see my new baby cousin! that depends.
sunday. hmmm. rest time. time to pack.
monday to wednesday. genting trip.
hehe. more in planning!
;)

zhien gonna go have fun.

the hair spa

yes. treat your hair.
a wonderful haircut once in a while.
it's a luxury.
i always think that it's shuang to get a haircut.
once in a while.

a change of style.
a little thinning here and there.
addition of colours. dye or highlight.
it's the nice treat to your hair.
imo that is.
i enjoy going for a haircut once in a while.

thinned my hair.
changed a haircut.
now it's layered cos of the thinning.
and the back is shorter all the way to the front.
so kind of like an inverted v if i comb my hair all neatly to the back.
it's now a little shorter.
weird description.
haha. but yea. i like my hair thin.
feels lighter.
haha.

might consider highlighting another colour.
gosh obsession.
haha. but yea. the prev colour is getting lighter.
wonder what is the next kind of spa treatment i should give my hair.
haha. to highlight. or to rebond.
haha. both cost a bomb i guess.

splendid.
the luxury of treating your hair to some goodie.
haha. and the hairdresser is good.
so glad to get my hair done at the reasonably good price.
haha.

here's a pic of me with my new hairstyle.
but yea. i doubt can see a lot of difference.
haha.

真爱

记忆像游乐园般精采 我们像对恋人相爱
幸福是应该不会是当然 只怪我们都太贪玩
思念像云朵般柔软 而你静静躺在我胸怀
我像是任性走失的小孩 紧紧抱着孤单

我们都曾经明白 也都曾经遗憾
错过了爱 就难以重来
不要害怕去坦白 怕容易被你宠坏
忘了该与不该
到哪里找回真爱 找回所有遗憾
爱的真相 就能够解开
多给我一些片段 拼凑未知的意外
失去记忆最初的爱

我是被你遗忘的精采 你却带着记忆离开
心跳是我们唯一的呼喊 提醒我们曾经相爱
你的笑像阳光般灿烂 小心翼翼藏在我口袋
在我脆弱时给了我温暖 谁也无法取代

但我们都曾明白 也曾经遗憾
一旦错过 就难以重来
不要害怕去坦白 怕又容易被宠坏
忘了该与不该
到哪里找回真爱 找回所有遗憾
爱的真相 就能够解开
多给我一些片段 拼凑未知的意外
失去记忆最初的爱

the lyrics to the song zhen ai.
if cant view it properly. switch to unicode and you'll be able to see the chinese text. ;)
haha. i find it nice.
from the show wang zi bian qing wa.
dont really have the time to catch it on tv.
but yea. it's a hilarious show.
and really nice too.

there are more nice songs too in the ost! hehe.
songs songs more songs!

differing views.different stands

i usually dont see a point in copying chat histories on my blog
but yea. i dont know how else to express my total displeasure.
i just had some argument with a friend over msn.
dont really call that an argument.
but we had strong opposing stands about studying.
yes it's dumb.
but precisely it's dumb i dont understand why i shouldnt be allowed to keep to my own studying methods.

here goes the conversation.

him: listen to me for fm
me: seriously
him: stop doing tutorial qns
me: i dont think i'll complete mugging by tues!
him: read thru then go straight for the exam papers
me: i havent started with fm at all
me: at all
me: i dont even think of tutorial questions yet la
me: i havent touched fm since that quiz
him: have faith in ur ability u have been doing well consisitentlyy
me: argh
him: neither have i
me: aiya. i try to la
him: go do the exam paper
him: tmr
me: i cannot confirm with you all
me: seriously
me: i dont know how much i can complete la
him: the qns test ur fundamentals to the max
me: if cannot you two do le then you all study together ok la
him: the exams tell u dunno wad u dunno
him: the exams tell u wad u dunno
me: i also know but then i seriously will have to look through the textbook at least what
him: i saying it for ur sake
me: if i cant even finish dealing with the textbook
him: hahaha
me: there's nothing i can do
him: tts the prob w gers
him: i cant convince them
me: aiya. whatever la.
him: that the text bk is not the most impt
him: so many girls i persuade tell me must finish text bk
him: 1st
him: if not bu shuang
him: no confidence do exam paper

ok basically. this guy here is telling me to meet up with for studying with another classmate of mine.
tues one day before the paper.
to look through the past year paper.
the thing is. right now. i have yet to start on studying the subject.
so i insist that i should look through the textbook and study it properly.
get my basics right.
before i jump in to attempt those questions which the 2 of them emphasized is much harder than those we see in tutorials.

then shouldnt it be more justified that i get to work on getting my basic understanding right before i try them. or else i would be like suicidal attempt?

yes i am stressed enough.
and they are trying to control my studying schedule.
oh damn it.
for goodness sake.
he said "go do the exam paper tmr"
like huh? i havent even started studying.
you want me to get it done tmr?!
shit it la.
freaking hell.

and it's wat "tts the prob w gers"
omg. so it's girls that just cant forsake their textbooks.
to hell la. dont stereotype me.
and dont freaking come and tell me all these nonsense as if you understand that all the girls feel this way.
and seriously it only make sense that i study with the textbook. what else?
i'm not born to know the facts right at my fingertips.
omg. and it's the only prob with girls? i dont think so. goodness. try letting me burn your textbook then. since you dont see a need for it.
gosh.

i'm freaking stressed out.
and dont come and freaking give me nonsense.
and dont freaking try to control me.
gosh. i am anti-social. fine? i do things my way.
and i seriously dont see how wrong i am at choosing to look through the textbook first.
isnt it good to get the foundation firm and proper? what's with exam papers?
they dont repeat every year. yes you get yourself prepared.
but how prepared can you be by just doing the exam papers and not reading your textbook?

if you acknowledge that both are impt. yes i would still be more convinced.
but please dont tell me i need to not depend on my textbook.
i spend over 40 bucks on some nonsense and useless trash is it?
like what the hell?

let me study the way i want to.
let me do what i want.
my grades.
yes if you do exam papers and you get your A. i can only say.
wow. congrats.
if i studied my textbook only and flunk my subject. what else can i say except.
oh man. i'll need to do this module again next semester.
then it's my prob.

but i really think it's high time i get myself on the textbook first.
and not that all-time precious exam paper from your perspective.

out of here.
darn it.
guys. why do some of them just insist on their way of doing things.
so much for trying to dominate.

oh but so sorry.
i am not some creature that is easy to tame and domesticate.

for one thing. i was born a tigress. ;)
just too bad.

ultimate by lindsay lohan

you're the kind of friend who always bends
when i'm broken
like remember when
you took my heart and put it back together again

i've been wasting time with clueless guys
but now it's over
let me tell you why i'm through
i've met someone new
just like you

chorus
you're it
you're the ultimate
it's automatic
i'm sure of it
no lie
so dont even try
to tell me that you're not the guy
cos i've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
but you're it
you're the ultimate, you

you're the kind of guy whose hands and mind
send shivers
up and down my spine
you took my heart and put it back together again

you're the kind of guy that blows my mind
but now it's my turn
you've been right in front of me
everything i need
why didnt i see

chorus

repeat chorus

you're it
you're the ultimate, you

major statistics crap

if you need to see how obsess i am with statistics right now
read on

the following is what you call multiple regression
something kind of a big deal in my statistics module for this semester
no guarantee that what i mention here is 100% accurate on the theory itself
i must admit that i am not strong at this topic
it's just a thought that came to mine that I could write something nonsensical out of it

haha
so here goes

multiple regression is a method for using data to sort out the predictive value of the competing predictors (this is from my textbook)
which actually kind of mean that analysis done based on this model can be used to predict a outcome in question based on relevant variables

some definition of the basic terms before i go into the crap model i've come up with

dependent variable
the variable that is being predicted
in this case
happiness level in love
so to say a lower value indicates greater unhappiness in love

independent variables
the variables used to make the prediction
in this case
one. frequency of quarrels
two. number of times you cry over him/her
three. number of sms-es you send to the him/her each day
four. number of times you meet him/her each week
five. number of things he/she has done to make you smile
the list might go on
but yea i shall stop at this
good to be able to generate more independent variables and then after that test out to see how useful each one is
yes dont worry there's a way to test them
of course in business terms it's not good to have too much variables at the model that you come up with at the end cos it's costly to maintain
and yea. of course more problems like correlation comes in when you have too many variables
which means that you violate the assumption that the independent variables are independent of each other
unrelated in simpler terms
plus. a total idiot at love here cant really generate much more pts to mention
so after that. data collection
get results of those independent variable from a sample
say 25 guys and 25 girls in a relationship and no guy or girl are in the same relationship
just to reduce the possibility of the independent variables being related
and then
use computer program
yes use a computer program
who does plotting of data of such a huge scale without a computer program
cos the more variables there are the more dimensions needed if i were to plot a graph
which means i need to construct something 6 dimensional - the number of independent variable plus 1

of course the lovely computer program will generate you data in a matter of seconds
after which do an analysis of the table of results they give you
which is a seriously huge chunk of information to interpret
so hire a professional to do so
hehe

so you'll end up with some equation which might look like this
the values given are arbitrary
i have yet to do a real analysis of the whole crap i came up with
happiness level in love = 0.621 - 0.428 frequency of quarrels - 0.124 number of times you cry over him/her + 0.515 number of times you see him/her each week + 0.087 number of things he/she did to make you smile
and then since you see that 'number of sms-es you send to him/her each day' not in the equation
that just means that it's not a useful variable to include
in a sense it does not really help to make the model better at predicting the happiness level in love accurately

of course. to emphasize on quality control
there must be test done to see if assumptions are violated
and there's more theory
which i decided that I shall not go into
cos i think i'll blabber nonsense
and i already am

done reading
realized that you dont understand a single thing i’m writing
yes that's what i am studying about
just more business like and not this kind of nonsense theory
we do test on prediction of revenue and production costs
blah blah blah

yes it's confusing
but it's statistics
i love statistics
all except this darn part

cant wait for exams to be over
i hope i do well
hehe esp for statistics
ok. a darn long nonsense entry
i'm hopeless
yes i confused a lot of people
if you are still reading
you deserve a pat on the back
you actually can take all my nonsense hehe
and you are hopeless too *jokin'*

240-hr marathon

the start of the 10-day long exam period for me.
not really in the position to complain.
cos mine is considered rather short already.
there are people who have to go through 23 days of torture.
10 days a total of 240 hours.
gonna have to survive this brain-draining period of time.

good luck to everyone.
especially to myself.
hehe. yes. i want loads of luck.
been looking through the stuff for tmr's paper and beginning to feel as if i dont really know enough.
but well.
i'll have to try my best.

pray for an A.
hehe. not really.
work towards an A and pray for it too!
effort + luck

zhien. jia you jia you jia you!

chemical reaction

i feel as if i am..
a ticking time bomb
an erupting volcano
a highly unstable chemical substance

a highly exothermic reaction is just about to start
i guess
i hope not
but it seems impending

getting increasingly irritated
maybe cos i am stressed
i dont deny
exams are coming
i want fantastic results
and i am highly irritable

for goodness sake
stop pushing the limit
cos my limit is super low now
quit making me feel pissed
cos i feel pissed easily now

man i dont understand
some people are super dependent on others
i am not an answer key
so dont ask if i have done any past year papers and want to check answers with me
i have yet to complete my preparations for every single thing for the exams
so stop getting me to clarify your doubts
honestly your problem isnt my problem
yes it sounds nasty
i am not always that free
i cant teach every single day
to help you with your work and kill myself at the end of the day
i cant possibly help you when i need to help myself too
honestly i am not obliged to do anything to help
in the first place i did not make any promise
neither do i have to make any
quit saying that i have done my work so far and so i should be ok with exams
cos it isnt
every part matters
to me it does
whatever
call that ambitious
i want everything done properly
i want to be able to really do well
and maintain doing well

ah stop it
i want peace quiet concentration

dont people have anything better to do then to ask
how much have you studied
so what if i havent studied a lot
so what if youve studied more than me
so what if i have studied more than you
do i look like i care
how do you explain this
if youve studied enough why ask me
if youve wanted a better answer ask the teacher why ask me
if youve put in more effort the answers are in the textbooks why ask me i am reading the same book as you

dont think that i am some superhuman
i dont have 100% good grades all the time
i crave for good grades
i want to work hard for good grades
want to get your grades
work for it yourself
dont make me work with you for yours
at the expense of mine

it doesnt make sense
it doesnt seem right

self-interest first
goodness
this is reality
and this is the freaking irritated me

differences

differences. divergence.

what is it like...
to feel as if a friend is a friend yet not a friend?
to feel as if you like a person yet dislike a person?
to feel as if someone is a role model yet a competitor that you are dying to get rid?
to feel as if you feel for someone yet not really so?

absurd.
crazy.
totally schizophrenic.

i wonder what is wrong with me.
maybe i'm just weird.
maybe i'm just stressed.
maybe it's just one of my extreme mood swings.
hmmm.

feel like drifting away. yet it's weird to.

what is happening?
something that i need to figure out.
maybe all along i've been so eager to make the negatives positive.
maybe all along i've been making myself think that what is wrong might be right.
maybe all along i've been telling myself that that is the way it is when it's not.
maybe all along i've been trying to make myself like all the dislikes.

maybe all along i've been deceiving. not just myself but everyone else.
hypocrite. damn. i hate this.

hehe

back in hall after spending more than 24 hours back home.
haha. this is so dumb.
but yea. went back home yesterday.
mum whipped up a splendid meal.
hehe. how fortunate.
and yea. i mugged at home.
listened to jay's songs over and over again.
now i already know how to sing that duet song!
so nice nice nice.
hahahah.

woke up very late today.
hehe. then slacked around.
went out with sis after her tuition.
then came back to hall.
hehe. walked around town again.
at first wanted to watch sky high but didnt cos the tickets available had such a late timing.
bought disney magic 2 cd. hehe. bet that within prediction.
haha. i look so gian getting them on tues.
haha. sis bought it back home so i shall get to listen to the songs during the weekends.
hehehe.

zhien is such a spendthrift.
time to save up so that i can go on a holiday! lalala.

exams soon. monday monday. ganbatte!

on a happier note.

i said i shall make this period of time fun for me. mugging. exams. post-exams.
so i shall be.
and i was today.
i posted a note at my notice board to remind myself that. hehe.
take a look!

went out today with teeseng for lunch.
finally got to meet up after so long. haha.
this buddy. hmm. nothing to say.
as usual he's the fun guy.
haha.
but weirdo lor. woke up early to watch some pokemon.
and then took so long to reply my sms just because of that.
and i thought he couldnt wake up.
-.-
yeap. went town. had lunch at nydc.
hehe. had iced peach elephanccino.
i had destiny's child baked pasta. he took the vegetarian fav baked pasta.
and his was damn nice.
sigh. next time must order! haha.

after that walked around.
went to taka.
had venuzia ice-cream (dont know how to spell that la)
haha. but yea. we both ordered each a 2-flavour cup.
haha. cos they had an offer. at 3 bucks each and a single flavour one is 2.80.
might as well get 2 flav one. hehe. so i had dark choc and choc mint.
he took butterscotch and rum&raisin. haha.
ended up we concluded that dark choc and butterscotch was nice.
and to think his intial fav were the other 2.
haha.

after that walk around. really waste time one. haha.
went to heeren's.
wanted to take neoprint but end up see le. see the crowd. see the machines that we are so stranger to. haha. give up. haha. too old for it i guess.
and then went hmv.
wah haha. i saw disney magic 2 cd. omg omg.
i want to buy.
so nice lor.
we were listening at the shop. hehe. tempting tempting.
keeping it in view. haha.

then after that went to the place opp somerset mrt.
bought bubble tea. which seriously doesnt taste nice. haha.
after that then take mrt back.
and that funny guy used my phone to take so much pics of himself.
-.-
shant post them here cos they arent that nice. haha.
his pics what. post here also off. haha.

after that got off at je. then went cd-rama. yea! jay's album is officially out in stores. hehe.
then he went buy dinner. at 4. how lame.
but lazy him doesnt want to get out of his house to buy later.
so end up having early dinner. gosh.

after that took 198. back to boon lay.
collected my jay chou cd! wah haha. i'm so happy.
damn cool. his album got this 2006 calendar with loads of his pics.
i only find a rare few nice though.
haha.
and his other songs are nice too.
omg omg.
look at my jay chou album!

i bought from ntuc yan yan biscuits.
and other stuff of course.
then end up this girl knocked into my bag of stuff.
she. i remember her for life man.
she was in this pizza hut uniform. haha. i think she work until too shag.
knock into me then just walk off like a zombie.
then end up crushing my biscuits. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
so sad la. the whole cap thing came off.
sigh. the only sad thing though.

hehe. just got back from a nice dinner out. with the three of us in hall de.
haha.
exams are starting.
good luck people!