pigging out

hehe. managed to get 10 hours of sleep.
hehe. sweet.
but still kind of little compared to linda's.
haha. she was commenting that she sleeps 12 to 15 hours a day.
i think i really need to sleep more too.
haha. to get a better complexion.

went to get my hair-cut today.
although i just thinned my hair.
somehow it looks as if i've got a slightly different hair-style.
hmmm. but yea. now i feel as if i've got a lighter head.
hehe.
that sounds quite stupid.

after that came back home to slack a little before going out to shop.

had dinner at breko cafe for the first time.
linda and i were so sua gu.
funny.

anyway.
it was quite a healthy meal.
at least i think it looks like it is a healthy meal.
haha.


had my finger pointing to what i ordered.
but obviously. my phone's camera's resolution isnt good enough to do that.
anyway. i ordered a hawaiian chez sandwich.
and had iced tea.


and my sandwich.
toasted wholemeal bread with mayonnaise.
and ham and cheese and other stuff.
haha. i would say it's not bad.

and i think it's high time i consider going on a diet.
haha. at the rate i am eating so much.
haha. although that was my first meal for the day.
still i think i've eaten too much.
especially during the exam period.
hmmm.
maybe time to start drag myself to go jogging.
despite my dislike for it.

shopping was rewarding and fun.
hehe.
we created loads of jokes.
linda and i can make quite a funny combi at times.
haha.

well. i am shag. haha. feel like sleeping already.
tmr's tuition day.
eeks.

soak up the sun

on labour day.

today was church family day.
so went to opera estate primary school today.
and man. is it the primary school these days?
or just that school?
it looks nice lor.
haha.
man my primary school needs upgrading.
and yea. i'm beginning to think i'm so old.
primary school seems so long time back.
haha.

and so i played netball today.
kind of modified version.
but it was loads of fun.
hardly had much chance to really play games and work out for a long long time.
now i know pe has it's use.
haha.
it can really be fun when playing games.
hehe.

got a little sun-burnt.
so my cheeks are like red red one.
but i doubt i'll get tanned by a lot.
wasnt out that long in the sun actually.

came back home and was so tired that i slept.
for 3 hours.
i hope that doesnt mean i'm gonna have another sleepless night.
hehe.

after that went orchard with ying.
and munched a lot.
haha

splurged on food again.


kind of dumb to actually get this.
but this is iced milo.
haha.
seems very not value-for-money to buy from ya kun though.
haha.
it's like 1.90 for one cup.
at least getting sthg like iced milk tea from ya kun would seem better.
haha.




and tutu kueh.
haha.
sweet treat.

and even got kfc shrooms burger meal lor.
haha.
i'm still eating a lot.
without working out enough.
hehe.
time to strike a balance!

planning to go shopping tomorrow.
and before that to get a hair-cut to thin my hair.
yeap. trying to make full use of each day of my holidays.

simple sunday

a rather simple sunday.
i am quite amazed at how awake i am.
despite the severe lack of sleep.
i napped for 3.5 hours yesterday after my tuition till 8 pm.
which resulted in a sleepless night.
was tossing and turning in bed for at least 2 hours before i managed to get some sleep.
first thing was the amount of mosquitoes attacking me.
then was a runny nose.
ended up i only slept at close to 4 am in the morning.
and had to wake up at 6.30 am.
thank God that i was able to wake up.
and the mosquito bites werent itchy by then.
the the runny nose was gone.
amazing.

today's words.
faith.
a powerful tool that we have by God's grace.
1. faith gives strength and courage.
2. faith gives the ability to persevere and persist.
3. faith can help us to deal with worry and fear.
4. faith allows us to know how to respond to failures and mistakes.
5. faith helps us not to surrender our dreams to the noisy negative of life.
splendid food for thought.
and what i need to build up strongly. :)

had tuition after coming back.
and it was a rather fun session.
my student's mum got her to bring this roll of ritz biscuits the day before.
and so we snacked on it during tuition today.




rather nice cheesy ritz biscuit.
hehe.
i'm one lucky tutor i guess.
she's a rather fun student to tutor.
except for the times she cry.
somehow i wonder if it's me.
that i make her cry very easily.
or it's her.
she cries easily.
haha.
was giving her quite a fair bit of homework and that set her crying.

just ended tuition and mum's gonna get dinner back soon.
hehe. i'm so pampered.
finally a sunday that i dont have to think of rushing back to hall.
how nice.
simplicity is one way to enjoy life.

sometimes.
i really like the holidays.
when work doesnt set in yet.
hehe.

and yeap a new blogskin.
yes i know the previous one hasnt been up for long.
hehe.
but it's gonna make a come-back.
after my craze for this movie is over.
which is when i get to watch it.
and it's only coming out may 25.
so i guess this is gonna be up for about a month.
hehe.
not really as cute as the previous one of course.
but i think it's cool.
hehe.
previous one will be back cos i like it too!

strike freedom launched

yay!
finally i finished this race.
finally to the end of exams.
finally i can say goodbye to the 17-day long torture.
finally finally.
the moment my paper was collected the person sitting behind me in the exam hall was telling me. zong yu kao wan le. i was like. ya lor.
haha.
the moment i stepped out of the exam hall i was jumping for joy.
cos finally i survived this whole thing.
thank god.
and of course the paper was ok.

so glad i practised the paper with my classmates yesterday.
man they are damn good at spotting questions!
haha.
they've been great motivation during this period of time.
not the 6a kind of motivation though.
6a motivation is like always there.
haha. the motivation i get now is only during exams.
hehe.

i'm so happy.
cos.
today is the final day of my exams!

and also.
it's my sister's birthday.
happy birthday my dearest sister!
i still owe you a present.
hehe.
we shall go shopping together to get you one big big one!
happy birthday!
you're such a blessing.
love ya loads.
hehe.

and of course.
the how-can-i-forget teeseng's birthday!
haha. was sms-ing him to wish him happy birthday today.
and he was like haha you remembered haha how nice haha how expected.
how expected. -.-
man this guy's birthday falls on the same day as my sister's.
like how can i possibly forget.
funny fellow.

anyway.
i came back home after exams.
yes that sounds sad.
but mum prepared me a splendid dinner.
and there's cake-cutting later for sis' birthday.
so what more can i say.
it's great to be back home. :)

gonna enjoy myself watching butterfly effect tonight.
hehe.

and zhien is happy today.

butterfly effect

the flapping of a butterfly's wings might create tiny changes in the atmosphere, which could over time cause a tornado to occur.
that is, sensitivity to intial conditions.
closely linked to chaos theory.
does the flap of a butterfly's wings in brazil set off a tornado in texas?

i guessed i learnt one lesson.
somehow.
never underestimate the effects of small issues.
for one. the results can be quite disastrous.

i so want to watch the movie again.
after this last paper tomorrow. i'll go re-watch.

anyway.
this is yet another blog entry before my paper.
and yes.
tomorrow is the last paper.
stupid me actually dreamt this morning just before i woke up that it's the end of the last paper.
can imagine me grinning like mad.
like finally.
tomorrow shall be the final lap.

was out studying today with 3 other fellow schoolmates.
and was discussing the past year papers.
kind of glad that i could at least attempt some questions.
came back and did nothing much.
and i guess i kind of slacked off.
shit this.
and tmr's paper. i expect it to be hard.
cos it's one of the subjects i have major headaches with.
i hope that everything will go just fine.
just have to go all out for this final one.

special thanks to sis who constantly gave me encouragement.
and ying too. whose jia you forever sounds so sweet.
mum doesnt say much. i know she's got high expectations though she often say jing li jiu hao.
i dont want to disappoint her.
and i am trying real hard.

being back home yesterday make me miss home tonight.
came back to hall to mug and i so wished i am back at home.
hall alone is sad.
home is sweet.
man. i'm gonna be so thankful to be back home tmr.

gonna hit the books and do a bit more revision.
then i shall go sleep.
conserve all energy.
just for the last lap tomorrow.
go go go!


hehe. just a glimpse of my accounting textbook before the paper tomorrow.
i hope i do well.
and i must do well.

it's just me

not particularly in a good mood today.
not cos the paper was tough.
in fact the it paper was manageable.
hope i do well.

but well.
i guessed stupid me made another mistake again.
so well.
somehow i just seem to say the wrong things at the wrong time.
i wonder why.
it's just me again.
maybe i ought to be born dumb.
then i wont go around offending people with what i say.

i hate it.
sometimes to the extent that i hate myself for being stupid.
small little things just seem to be magnified simply cos of sthg stupid i say.
yes it's just me.

still.
i guess i dont explain things enough.
maybe that's why.
stubborn me always give people shit.
with all the nothing. none of your business.
when people are asking simply how i am out of concern.
stupid right?
yes that's me.

maybe it's really time i voice out things clearly.
but with caution.
time and time again.
it's a lesson i need to learn.
and yet i've always failed to be able to.
stupid? yes i agree i can be stupid.
it's just me.

and to just show how stupid i can be.
i actually got so distracted that i got things burnt in the conventional oven at home tonight while trying to make myself something to eat.
damn shit.
i am disgusted by myself.


the food actually turned out like this.
when it's supposed to look like...


hmmm. stupid zhien does stupid things.

:(
an unhappy zhien trying to remind herself to smile in case i irritate more people again.

smile. zhien. smile.
and stop being stupid.

on blogging to destress

yes.
another paper tmr.
argh.
damn shit.
information technology.
woo.
talk about all the it stuff when i'm some it-idiot.
i'm now almost like at a pt where i am totally turned off by reading and memorising.
saturated.
but then still.
there seems to be a lot that i just cant seem to remember yet.
argh.
stressing.
what's more stressing is the friday paper.
time is passing.
which can be good or bad.
means not much time to prepare for the last paper.
but also means.
i am finishing my examinations.
man. talk about the contradictions in life.

i was so moody in the morning that i made someone very pissed off.
cos i was pulling a long face.
sigh. i wonder what is wrong too.
it's just me.
somehow when i am very stressed.
i also become very "attitude".
especially to those whom i think will be able to take it.
sry. really really sry.
sigh. i honestly just get on people's nerves at times.
out to test limits?
hmmm. bad me.

anyway.
i'm out to destress.
so i shall talk nonsense from here on.

to show off how much a winnie the pooh lover i can be.


a picture of my pooh cushion.
it lies on the shelf beside my bed.
posted a picture of this before.
a fellow senior gave it to me.
how nice.
everyone knows i am winnie's fan.


my pooh soft-toy.
a gift from linda.
so sweet.
hehe. mine's pink.
chiew lin got one that's blue.
hehe. lovely.
haha.
my roomie is very nice.
gonna miss being your roomie too!


my winnie the pooh tissue box.
a bit wrong season.
but still.
who cares?
it's winnie the pooh.
hehe.
so cute.
this is only the first box out of the whole packet of 5 that i bought.
hehe.
more more more winnie the pooh!


this was a gift very long time back.
pooh towel.
so cute right?
hehe.
i've got a lot a lot of pooh stuff.
and i dont mind more!
hehe.

i'm just short of winnie the pooh pillow case, bedsheets and blanket.
the set that chiew lin has.
*boohoo*

and on sunday night.
eric gave me a treat.
this!

made me walk all the way from my room to his just to take one though.
hehe.
cos linda already got their treat the day before.
haha.
still.
a nice treat.
it's been some time since i ate that!

licked it clean!

look at the wrapper!
hehe.
not very clear though.

and on my last piece of crap.
jp's kfc got renovated some time back too.
only got to take a pic today cos we were sitting at one of the tables while planning for jj's bday surprise.
hehe.


they've got a cosy corner with cushioned chairs.
cool right?


and i finally got to eat cheese fries.
dont know how long was the last time i ate that.
sad.

ok. enough crap.
time to get back to mugging!
hehe.